High School Life Part 2

Last March 29, me my high school friends went to cowboy grill in Mabini. And we Partied all night.

Louie and Chacha

From Left: The guy wearing a yellow shirt Jake(Grace's Fiancee), Grace, Mark, Jasmin, Louie and Chacha

Me and my closest buddy Baldo

well it was a lot of fun and we met again after maybe 2 years... I really missed them.

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Frustrated Artist

This is the sunset at Calatagan Batangas, I realized that when I was young I love taking pictures of everythng especially gurls(ahem!) hehehe! anyway I used a Nokia 6600 camera on taking these.

I wish I could buy a Digicam :(

Hope

God I hope this ends soon, I've been trying to forget my feelings
I can't.
I kept reading everything you write
I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm trying to comfort someone who's been hurt.
Trying to tell her everything would be alright
as for me I don't know if that would be the case for me
argh!
I'm still hoping, and I'm really pathetic.
What am I doing?
I hope I would be better soon.

Dahil sobrang galing mo etong sa iyo!!!

Bakit kaya may mga taong sobrang INGGITERO??? na hahamakin ang lahat para lamang masira ang kanilang kinaiinggitan? nakakabadtrip lang talaga... pareng Dovanditz sensya ka na ha... sadya lang nde ko matiis to eh nahighblide lang talaga ako!!!

Una... bat may mga graduate nang COMPUTER ENGINEERING na luklukan nang yabang??? Ipagmamalaki nila na purket yun ang course nila eh alam na nila ang lahat regarding sa computer? marami akong kilalang Computer Engineering na sobrang mang-mang sa pagrerepair at pag-aassemble nang PC... madami!!!

1.) Yung kabarkada ko OJT sa PC Express kabatcha ko yun kabarkada ko yun at graduate sya nang two year course na Computer Electronics Technology which is more sa diagnostic and repair nang mga PC kasama na ang Networking. may nag apply na Computer Engineer doon, ang tataas nang grado nung nag apply ayun naging under siya nung kabarkada ko. ang hina pa sa pagrerepair. hay buhay.

2.) Yung barkada ko nung high school na nag aral nang Computer Engineering at patapos na ngaun ayun nag OJT na.... galeng pinagrepair siya nang PC at tinuruan pa.

3.) May kakilala ko hindi niya alam na pag nireinstall mo ang WINDOWS XP eh hindi mabubura ang mga ininstall mo!!! nagmagaling pa at inalipusta pa ang ibang tao!!!

Una sa lahat hindi ang mga computer engineering eh hindi trained magrepair nang mga PC simula nung pumasok sila sa kolehiyo eh puro na sila math at trigonometry puro sila calculation more on programming nga sila kung hindi ako nagkakamali. samantalang kaming mga Technician eh simula pagpasok eh yun na ang tinuturo sa min, may iba pa nga dyan eh natutunan lang sa ibang tao at naging mahusay na lang nung natuto.

Please lang hindi purket mga 4 year course kayo eh may karapatan na kayong magyabang, nagtraining pa kayo habang nagttrabaho samantalang kami eh alam na namin ang mga gagawin namin! hindi purket graduate ka eh may karapatan ka nang alipustahin ang ibang tao! ayusin mo naman ang ugali mo. kung may mga taong ayaw sa iyo... kung naiinggit ka naman eh sarilinin mo na lang yan imbes na nakakasira ka pa nang ibang tao.

Hindi naman sa galit ako sa mga Computer Engineers actually may mga kaibigan din ako na ganyan ang course pero hindi naman sila mayayabang at hindi sila nang aalipusta nang kapwa nila. sa totoo nga niyan bilib nga ko sa mga computer engineers. kaso kung ganyan na rin lang ang asal hay naku di na baba na lang ang tingin ko sa iyo...

Isa pa ingat ka na lang baka isang araw eh nakaratay ka na sa kalsada pagnakita ko yun baka hindi ikaw ang tulungan ko. hehehe!!!

wag mo na lang sabihin na hindi kita binalaan!

In the depths of pain and sorrow

I'm not myself lately,
I've been thinking too much,
I'm stressed out.
And I realized something...
I am one hell of a drama king
I am pathetic, I feel stupid
for expecting when you warned me not to
but then again what's wrong with expecting something?
Is it wrong to expect that you would feel the same after all this time?
Is it wrong to think that some things happen just like in movies?
argh!!! I'm watching too much love stories!!!
I am supposed to be happy

I was happy

now I'm bitter

and I hate myself

For my foolish heart and a stupid mind

Blind

Lifehouse

I was young but I wasn't naive

I watched helpless as he turned around to leave

And still I have the pain I have to carry

A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time

I never thought we'd be here

Never thought we'd be here

When my love for you was blind

But I couldn't make you see it

Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know

A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep

Only in hopes of dreaming

That everything would be like is was before

But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting

They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time

I never thought we'd be here

Never thought we'd be here

When my love for you was blind

But I couldn't make you see it

Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know

A part of me died when I let you go

Reality bites

It's 11:30 and I can't sleep... I texted her a while ago if she thinks of me as a friend. and she answered that she did and not more than that. And who said that the truth shall set you free?

Argh!!! I hate this feeling! besides headache of course. I feel lonely. I don't even know why I held on to her for so long, maybe I thought that something would happen. Like a miracle. nah miracles only happen on movies. I feel stupid. I dunno it's just all mixed emotions right now.

I made a lot of mistakes in my life, and I guess this would be one of them. And I bet I would be making lots of them in the days to come.

Don't worry it's not your fault. You gave the terms and I agreed on it. I just thought I could save you.

well guess not.

I think I'll be moving on...

there is nothing more to do...

no one else to wait...

wish me luck!

Mga tao talaga

I received an email today about Friendster well I just found out that the mail was copied from a blog site http://mikey.i.ph/blogs/mikey/.

I think this one is popular coz they have been interviewed by Manila Bulletin and I dunno well after I read their interview with them, and some of their blogs... well I find them obnoxious. And I thought they were foreigners well I think the other one is... I think their blog is funny but really I think they're smart but obnoxious!

and here is their famous piece about Friendster .

You be the judge of them

Please give me novacaine

I really want to give up on you
but everytime I see you I always take back what I said
It seems that this would be very hard for me
I really do love you
Sometimes I feel stupid
Sometimes I feel weak
Sometimes I just wish I was numb
But whenever you are around you make me feel good
Just seeing you smile lights up my day
Even though I know that beneath that smile there is much emptiness and sadness
I want to save you, but I don't know how
I know that you won't love me back
I'm not really expecting anything
But sometimes I wonder if that would be possible
would someone please give me novacaine

bakit nga ba???

It got me thinkin', why is it that when guys sees a gurl wearing skimpy outfit they will think that "hmmm... this gurl could be easy to get" bakit nga ba? lahat ba nang babae na magsuot nang ganun eh bitch, malandi, pokpok??? hmmm.... they really just want to express theirselves tsaka comfortable lang sila sa ganung damit ano magagawa niyo???

At bakit pag ang babae eh niloko nang lalaki, sasabihin nila na ang mga lalaki eh manloloko... hmmmm.... bakit nga ba??? the truth is some men are like that at di mo na maalis yun, eh paano naman ang mga hindi talaga sinungaling at nag oover-react lang ang gurl??? hay... been there done that... grabe...

Anyway pag lalaki ang sinabihan mo nang sinungaling eh walang gagawin kundi mag sorry o magpatihulog sa building, at wala ka nang maririnig na iba pang salita. samantala ang mga babae eh magagalit, at dadakdakan ka pa... hay buhay nga naman...