In the depths of pain and sorrow

I'm not myself lately,
I've been thinking too much,
I'm stressed out.
And I realized something...
I am one hell of a drama king
I am pathetic, I feel stupid
for expecting when you warned me not to
but then again what's wrong with expecting something?
Is it wrong to expect that you would feel the same after all this time?
Is it wrong to think that some things happen just like in movies?
argh!!! I'm watching too much love stories!!!
I am supposed to be happy

I was happy

now I'm bitter

and I hate myself