This is as good as it gets

Sirain ang ayos, ayusin ang sira?

2007-11-25T12:17:00.000+08:00

Ano ba talaga balak niyong gawin sa kalsada namin?

Ganito na lang ba palagi? kung kailan tag-ulan, ngayon niyo lang binalak na ayusin ang kahabaan ng East Service Road. Sobrang bagal ng daloy ng trapiko, pag Rush Hour... Lalo na pag gabi, madalas maguumpisa ang prusisyon sa AFPOVAI (near TESDA),swerte mo kung sa may masagana ka na inabot! pero kung hindi mahigit 30 minutes ang biyahe! este ang prusisyon pala!

Hindi ko talaga maiintindihan ang logic ng gobyerno! Hindi ba dapat tag-araw niyo ginagawa yan? Syempre magdadahilan kayo ng walang pondo, walang trabahador at kung anu-ano pang dahilan para lamang makalusto kayo sa kabulastugan ninyo! kaayos lang ng mga sidewalk dito sa min, kaya ayun dahil aayusin ninyo ang kalsada namin sinira niyo ang sidewalk! Ganda pa naman nung mga bricks na nilagay nila dun! Hay ewan ko ba, akala ko ba ang mga nakalagay sa pwesto ng gobyerno eh matatalino? eh mukhang ang TATANGA! o nagTATANGA-TANGAHAN lang?

Malamang lamang eh matapos to sa December pa! Wish ko lang mas maaga! Grabe pa naman ang init sa bus...

For all the Drivers out there...

2007-11-18T04:24:00.000+08:00

Batas Trapiko, hindi ko alam kung alam ng mga Pilipino na meron tayo nito. Pero sa araw-araw na pagbiyahe ko pag papasok ako ng opisina, at pag-uwi eh parang ang gulo gulo ng buhay ng mga driver!

Sa Ibang bansa, pag nasa Pedestrian Lane ka, Hari ka... Ang mga sasakyan eh bawal, lumampas dun sa line bago mag Pedestrian Lane. Dito sa Pinas, Naku! Kahit "STOP" na ang sign eh mapaptakbo ka at baka masagasaan ka...

Napaka-aggresibo talaga ng mga Pinoy Drivers, kahit ang mga edukadong tao, madalas sila pa ang mga barubal pag hawak na nila ang manibela.

May kakilala ako, napunta na siya ng Singapore... May mga 3 months na siya dun, tapus isang traffic violation lang nadeport siya! "Beating the red light!" yun lang at nadeport na siya... sayang ang pinaghirapan niya para makapunta dun.

Siguro kung lahat ng driver dito eh dinala mo sa ibang bansa, ewan ko lang ha, malamang lamang eh na bigyan na silang lahat ng ticket, o di kaya eh mapanood natin sila sa "World's Most Dangerous Police Chases." Saya di ba, Sikat nanaman ang mga PINOY! YAHOOO!!!

Ayaw ko nang magumpisa sa mga motorsiklo na kumakalat na sa buong ka-Maynilaaan. Feeling ko sila na ang mga PINAKA-MANG-MANG sa Batas Trapiko! Sila na din ang pinaka mainipin! Ang hilig nilang mag overtake, bigla na lang yan susulpot sa harapan mo, tapos pag matrapik naman eh dadaan sa SIDEWALK!!! Ika nga ng MMDA eh " ANG BANGKETA AY PARA SA TAO!!!" hay Pilipino ka talaga pag hindi ka marunong umintindi ng Sign Board!

Tingnan niyo na lang ang sinulat ng Inquirer tungkol dito... Click Here

GIG SKED

2007-11-17T21:03:00.001+08:00

November 24, 2007 @ Dayo Bar 6 PM

Kurapsyon pa din

2007-10-28T04:35:00.000+08:00

Pinakita ni Fr. Ed Panlilio yung pera na binigay daw sa kanya nung umattend siya ng meeting sa malacañang. At pagtapos niya ilang congressman at gobernador ang sumunod sa kanya. Sabit nanaman si GMA, puro na lang palpak... Una yung ZTE Broadband Deal, dahil may nagchuchu eh hindi natuloy, sayang...

Malamang eh sinabon na ng todo ni GMA yung nag-audit nung mga pera na pinamigay, "bakit si Panlilio binigyan mo?" hehehe... Grabe talaga ang kurapsyon sa gobyerno ngayon....

Iniisip ko tuloy kung yung pari namin dito sa parokya ang nasa pwesto ni Fr. Ed Panlilio, Naku malamang eh, Hindi na magsasalita yun, at itatago na ang pera...

May history na kasi sila dito, yung dating Pari sa parokya dito nakaisip na magpatayo ng simbahan na medyo malaki, at humingi ng tulong sa mga nagsisimba. Hindi ko alam kung magkano yung exact amount na naipon pero nasa 1 Million daw sabi ng mga nagdonate. Yung sa dating pari halos linggo linggo eh, meron silang update kung magkano at nasaan yun pera.

Umalis yung paring nakaisip na magtayo ng bagong simbahan, at ang naging pari namin dito eh yung guest priest dati. Ayun sa awa naman ng Diyos eh nawalang parang bula ang pera, kahit na nagpapameeting sila tungkol dun at pag tinanung mo sila kung nasaan yung pera, ang isasagot lang nila eh "nakatago lang po yung pera". sabay tanungin mo na din kung magkano na yung pera... pabalang ka ng sasagutin na parang pera nila yun at bakit ka ba nakikialam?

Yung tito ka na pari din eh naging Guest Priest sa parokya dito, sa kanya humingi ng tulog ang mga tao, dahil nga gusto din nila talaga matuloy ang pagpapatayo ng simbahan. Eh ang kaso maboka tong sang pari na to, at siniraan ang tito ko... Wala talaga... Parang si Lolit Solis na siniraan si Sam Milby!

Ang kwento ng Tito ko, pag meron daw naasign na Blessing tapos maliliit na tao lang, binibigay na nung pare sa tito ko, pero pag alam nung pari na bigtime yung be-blessingan eh wala ng isip isip yun at naandun na siya... Medyo, may pagkasakim sa pera di ba? ewan ko lang kung napapansin yung ng mga taga parokya...

hay....

Parang si Padre Damaso eh nareincarnate sa 21st Century...

Goodluck sa Our Lady of the Poor Parish!

Mahirap na nga yung mga tao dito nanakawan mo pa ng pera....

Anong bago sa iyo?

2007-08-19T16:46:00.000+08:00

Ang tagal ko na din palang hindi nagblog, sobrang busy lang talaga ako. Lalo na ngayon na ako na lang mag-isa na lang ako sa opisina, Na-retrench nga pala yung latest kong kasama sa opisina dahil "medyo" nagtitipid ang kumpanya namin kaya ayun nagkabawasan ng tayo para lang makatipid naman daw ang aming kumpanya.

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Pumunta ako ng Quiapo nung katapusan ng July, sahod eh... kaya ayun bumili ako ng DVD, na-curious kasi ako sa sinasabi ng mga kaopisina ko na ang daming DVD dun kaya ayun, sinubukan kong maghanap ng mga anime na wala pa ko dahil, medyo tinatamad akong magdownload dahil nagloloko ang kompyuter ko.

Ang nabili ko eh....

Hajime no Ippo
Death Note
Shaman King

Yung Hajime no Ippo eh natapos kong panoorin nitong linggo na to, isusunod ko siguro yung Death Note.

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Sa wakas, ang U.E. Red Warriors eh may chance na mag champion... (pwera bati!) matagal ko na kasing gusto mag champion ang UE eh, ever since nung naglaro sila James Yap, at Paul Artadi.

Sana talaga...

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Napakinggan ko na din yung bagong album ng Linkin Park, yung ''Minutes to Midnight" grabe bilib ako sa kanila, para silang nareborn at nagbago ang tunog nila, hindi sila masyado gumamit ng effects di tulad sa mga previous albums nila na lagi mong maririning ang turn table ni Johann, may dalawang kanta sila sa album na during verse eh, bass lang at drums ang maririnig mo.

Katulad ng mga previous albums nila eh, hindi ka magsasawa sa pagpapatugtog ng album nila, as in walang kang lalaktawan na track.

Abangan niyo na lang dahil i-a-upload ko din yung album nila sa multiply ko! :D

Ang gulo talaga

2007-05-27T17:43:00.000+08:00

Mangiwan sa Ere, dito ata ko pinakatalentado! Sadya lang ata na bobo ako sa tiyempo, kaya ito dami ng nasaktan na tao... Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit ko nagagawa yun eh, manhid nga daw ako, siguro nga, sa dinami ba naman ng dinanas ko eh panung hindi ko magiging manhid? akala niyo lang yun, hindi niyo alam may pusong mamon tong tao na to! (di nga talaga promise!)

Nakaraan? sino ba ang taong hindi nabubuhay sa nakaraan?

Yung taong walang pagsisi? Asan ka? tatanungin kasi kita kung paano mo nabuhay ng ganun...

Akala ko nga eh kuntento na ko sa buhay ko, kuntento ko talaga ang kaso eh... ang daming bagay na sumasagi sa isip ko. Na feeling ko tuloy eh dami kong bagay na pinalampas.

"Live life to the fullest"

Yan ang sabi nila...

Eh bakit nga ba hindi ko tinutuloy ang mga inuumpisahan ko?

Bakit nga ba?

Natatakot lang siguro ako dahil baka yun yung taong katapat ko, dami ko ng narinig na kwento at ang totoo eh mas astig pa sila sa kin! Asan na sila ngayon? Asa ilalim ng palda ng mga asawa nila!

Yun ata yung phobia ko eh, yung makita yung babae na katapat ko...

TRAPO

2007-04-09T22:32:00.000+08:00

Alam mo na ba kung sino iboboto mo? Yung mga hindi pa eh pakitaas po ang kamay...

Malamang eh isa na ko sa mga taong, gulong gulo ang pag-iisip lalo na sa mga panahon na ito. Lalo nga kong napepressure sa pagpili ng kukurakot sa pera ko, este ng tutulong sa bayan natin (kuno!).

Tuwing makikita ko ang aking payslip kada sahod eh nayayamot ako sa laki ng tax na kinakaltas sa kin, para saan? Para lang yumaman ang mga tao sa gobyerno? Hindi naman ako mayaman para nakawan, napapaisip na lang tuloy ako... Bakit ganun?

Kung napanood niyo lang PHILIPPINE AGENDA last Easter Sunday, eh mandidiri ka sa mga taong kurakot, basta lahat ng may kapangyarihan at nasa puwesto eh pinakita nila. Alam ko hindi lang sa gobyerno laganap ang corruption, maski sa mga maliit na opisina, samahan, at kung anu-ano pang mga grupo na makakakita ng opportunidad para kumita ng pera.

Tanung ng isang tao dun sa palabas na yun:

Bakit magsasayang ang isang pulitiko ng mahigit 300 libong piso para sa puwesto na sumasahod lang ng 30,000 Pesos per month?

Bakit nga ba?

Ang daming paaralan ang kulang sa silid aralan, libro, upuan, blackboard, at mga guro.

Ang daming tao ang walang tirahan at nakatira pa din sa squatter's area, pero gusto silang paalisin ng gobyerno.

Maraming ospital ang hanggang ngayon eh kulang sa mga pasilidad, kama, kwarto, doktor at mga nurses.

Dahil sa sobrang talamak na ang corruption dito sa ating bansa, ang ibang tao eh tanggap na ang katotohanan na hindi na ito mababago, na ganito talaga buhay dito, at hanggang ganito na lamang tayo. Kinabukasan malamang may mababalita nanamang scam, at pustahan tayo sasabihin mo na lang eh, "anu pa bang bago?".

Oo nakakasawa, kasi paulit-ulit lang ang nangyayari, may magsusumbong, may magsasampa ng kaso, yung sinampahan ng kaso idedeny siyempre, tapos pagdating sa korte maaabsuwelto yung sinampahan.

Eh yun ang gusto mangyari ng mga kurakot na iyan ang magsawa tayo, Masanay, at tanggapin buong puso ang corruption. Pakiramdam ko tuloy eh nanalo na sila, dahil nangyari na ang gusto nila.

Kaya tuwing tatanungin ako kung sino ang iboboto ko ngayong darating na eleksiyon, sinasagot ko na lang, "hindi na lang ako boboto!" , tatanungin naman ako kung bakit, sinasabi ko na lang, "bat ko iboboto yung tao na kukurakot sa pera ko?"

Ang hirap talaga mag-isip...

SUMMER nanaman

2007-04-08T22:14:00.000+08:00

Hay grabe siguro nasa, 35 degrees Celsius dito sa kwarto ko! Sobrang init!!! sinubukan kong uminom nang beer, ayun wala pang 15 minutes eh nawala agad ang lamig. Pait!

Summer na, ito na ang panahon para mag pa-henna ang mga gurls sa lower backs nila, panahon din ito para mag diyeta para magkasya ang mga bathing suits nila, ito din ang panahon para magpatuli na ang mga magbibinata.

Ito na din ang panahon ng mga samu't saring mga liga, nangunguna na dyan ang basketball, volleyball, chess, badminton, table tennis, piko, patintero, tumbang preso, agawan base, taguan, shato, luksong baka, trumpo, text, at ang walang kamatayang bahay bahayan...

Dito din naglalabasan ang mga samu't saring pagkain na luklukan ng lamig para lamang mapawin ang init sa katawan, andyan ang Mais con yelo, Saba con yelo, Ice cream, Ice drop, at ang Halu-halo.

Syempre lalong lumalakas ang kuryente ng lahat ng malls dahil sa dami ng tao na pumupunta para lamang magpalamig.

Ito din ang panahon kung saan eh tiba-tiba ang mga may ari ng resort dahil sa dami ng taong pumupunta sa dagat, at swimming pools.

Init talaga...

Bitter

2007-04-03T20:33:00.000+08:00

Kung ayaw mo sa kin, sabihin mo agad para hindi ako nagsasayang nang panahon sa mga taong tulad ninyo...

Simple lang di ba? madaling intindihin. Kahit ang taong retarded eh siguradong maiinitindihan to.

Pero talagang hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit may mga taong tumitira nang patalikod.

Bakit nga ba?

Feeling ko tuloy ito yung mga tipo ng tao na duwag...

Hay... Bilib pa naman sana ko kaso ganyan pala kayo... ang totoo niyan wala kong masabi sa inyo dahil mas magaling kayo sa kin, inaamin ko yun. Hindi naman ako nagmamagaling eh, tao lang ako, hindi perpekto TULAD NIYO!!!

Kung ano man ang nagawa ko (Kahit wala) eh pasensiya na... Sadya lang talaga makikitid ang utak ng mga MATATANDA, at naiintindihan ko po yun mga Ate't Kuya.

Sana lang eh sinabi niyo na lang sa kin, hindi yung para kayong mga gago na kung anu-ano ang pinagsasabi, at pinaggagawa sa kin...

Wala naman akong pakialam sa inyo... Kayo naman tong nagmumukhang mga tanga hindi ako...

Naranasan ko na yang ginagawa niyo sa kin kaya MANHID na ko sa ganyan, mas maganda lang talaga kung sasabihin niyo nang maaga kung AYAW niyo sa kin, para hindi nasasayang ang ating mga oras... Sa oras lang naman ako nanghihinayang eh hindi sa SAMAHAN... alam ko din naman na wala kayong mga kwentang tao kaya hindi kayo kawalan sa kin...

I THANK YOU!!! (nyehehehe)

Hay... Pag-Ibig pa din...

2007-03-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

The Right One

Somebody once told me that: "Finding the right person is very hard and very wrong... it is best to be the right person for the one you love and start from there... you'll always end up disappointed when you set standards and define a "right person" for you... and don't rush things coz somewhere somehow God is preparing somebody for you."

Don't be in a hurry to get into a relationship because you can never find love if you insist that you are already into it. Try to find time to really understand your real feelings, to know who you really are, and what you really want in a relationship. You're right, there's no such thing as a perfect relationship, but there's a compatible partnership that goes along with it. If you already knew that you're too big to fit into a small sized t-shirt, don't give it a try. You'll probably break it and pay for the damages you have made.

If you knew and felt that the relationship will not last, don't go deeper into it. You'll just suffer the consequences and live like hell for the rest of your life. It's really hard to say goodbye though, but you can't make it any better by just pretending you still have the same feelings. Try to let go and give yourself a chance to live life to the fullest. Give yourself a chance to grow and give your heart a much needed attention. Then you will find that you have made the right decision and you made it all by yourself.

We call it love when we can't leave someone and see them crying as we try to let go. We are wrong, it's just pity. We call it love when we're too attached and think that losing the one we love will somehow make us weak and unable to face the storms of life. We misunderstood; it's just that we're too much dependent to them. We call it love when we give our whole life to them, the wholeness of us and imagined that if they leave, no one would accept us and our past. We are mistaken, its just insecurity. But no matter what the definition is, the truth still remains that love isn't something you can buy or beg. It is real and existing. You can't touch it but you can feel it in your heart. You can't find it, but it will knock before you when you least expect it to come. It can make you the happiest soul in heaven, but don't forget that it can also make you the most miserable person in the whole galaxy.

*via email

Pinoy talaga

2007-03-02T00:44:00.000+08:00

Paano kung si NOAH (yung taong pinagawa ng Diyos nang isang malaking arko) eh naging Pilipino at nabuhay ngayon dito? Tingin ko eh ganito ang mangyayari...

Taong 2007 at isang ordinaryong middle class Pinoy si Noah. Nagpakita sa kanya ang Diyos at sinabing "Pagkatapos ng isang taon ay bubuhos ang ulan at babahain ang buong kapuluan ng Pilipinas. Gusto kong gumawa ka ng isang malaking arko at isakay mo rito ang pares-pares na mga hayop at mga mag-asawang pilipino sa iba't ibang kapuluan." Ibinigay kay Noah ang "specs" ng arko at taos puso nitong tinanggap ang responsibilidad na sagipin ang sambayanang Pilipino sa napipintong pagbaha.

Lumipas ang taon, muling nagpakita ang Diyos kay Noah. Walang arkong nagawa si Noah at galit na galit siyang tinanong ng Diyos, "Nasaan ang arko na ipinagawa ko sa iyo? "Tumugon si Noah,"Patawarin po ninyo ako kung di po natupad ang utos ninyo! Nagkaroon po ng malaking problema sa plano po ninyo." At inilahad ni Noah ang mga sagabal na nakaharap niya sa pag-gawa ng arko.

Humingi siya ng Mayor's permit pero papayag lang daw si Mayor kung ang gagawa ng arko ay ang construction firm ng kanyang pamangkin. Tumungo siya sa Congressman pero papayag lang daw si Congressman kung may matatanggap siyang 30% commission. Nagtayo ng unyon ang mga kinuha niyang manggagawa at nag-strike.

Natunugan ng mga left-leaning groups ang kanyang balak at ang mga ito ay nag-rally dahil daw sa hindi makatarungang pagpili ng mga taong sasakay sa arko (mga taong naniniwala lang sa Diyos ang pwedeng sumakay). Nakisali sa rally ang mga bakla at tomboy dahil bias daw na normal na mag-asawa lang ang pwedeng sumakay.

Ang civil society group ay nakisali na rin sa gulo dahil napag-alaman daw nila na ang pondong gagamitin sa paggawa ng arko ay galing sa donasyon ng mga gambling lords at katas ng hueteng. Sa kaguluhang ito ay napilitang magpatawag ng hearing ang senado "in aid of legislation". Sinubukan ni Noah na gamitin ang EO 464 para makaiwas sa hearing pero dahil hindi sya executive official, napilitan siyang tumistigo.

Nang malaman ng senado na utos ng Diyos ang pagpapagawa ng arko, dineklara nila itong unconstitutional dahil hindi raw nito iginalang ang separation ng church at state Nakialam na rin ang NBI at PNP at sinabi nilang meron silang impormasyon na ang barko raw na ito ay gagamitin ni Erap sa kanyang pagtakas. Sinabi naman ng ISAFP at DOJ na ito raw ay gagamitin ng grupong Magdalo sa binabalak nilang coup laban kay Arroyo.

Nilapitan ni Noah si Mike Defensor para makipag-usap kay GMA. Payag daw si GMA na ituloy ang arko kung ipapaskil daw sa arko ang malaking mukha ni Arroyo na may slogan "Towards a Strong Republic". "Hindi po ako pumayag kaya hanggang ngayon po ay may TRO ang pag-gawa ng arko. Sa palagay ko po kailangan ko pa ng 10 taon para matapos ang inyong proyekto". Ang huling wika ni Noah. Napa-iling ang Diyos at sinabing, "Di ko na kailangang wasakin pa ang bansang ito. Hahayaan ko na lang kayong mga PINOY ang sumira ng sarili ninyong Bansa."

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Pinoy Rock

2007-02-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

Nakita ko yung "The Wuds" kanina sa S.O.P, tinugtog kasi nang Rivermaya yung kanta nila na "Inosente lang ang nagtataka". Old school punk ang tugtugan nang the wuds and I like their music. Ang totoo niyan eh hindi ko na sila naabutan 1980's pa ata sila nagstart, eh ang naabutan ko eh Yano, Eraserheads, The dawn, Rivermaya (si bamboo pa bokalista nila!), at Siakol.

Na-miss ko tuloy yung Pinoy Rock noon, simple lang kasi at hindi masyadong maarte ang mga kanta. Na kahit sang kanto may inuman eh siguradong maririnig mo na kinakanta! Naalala ko nung nilabas nang E-heads ang "Pare ko" grabe hindi siya nakakasawang pakinggan kahit mga sobrang lasing na ang mga kumakanta, susundan pa nila yan nang "Bakit ba?" by Siakol ay naku sabay sharing nang mga bigong pag-ibig stories na kulang na lang eh magyakapan at magiyakan tong mga nag-iinuman sa min!

Kung ang mga Amerikano eh may "Grunge", ang hapon eh may "J-POP", "Manila Sound" naman ang musikang pinauso nang mga banda na Juan Dela Cruz band, Sampaguita noong 1970s (correct me if I'm wrong ha! hehehe), Kaya naman nilabas ang tribute album na "Hopia, Mani, Popcorn (Best of Manila sound!).

Parang overrated na tuloy ang pag lalabas nila nang tribute, parang kailan lang kasi eh naglabas din sila nang album na tribute sa APO Hiking Society na sobrang gasgas na! At bago pa yun eh naglabas din sila nang tribute para sa E-Heads! Baka naman sa kalalabas nila nang mga Tribute Album eh wala ng gawin ang mga banda dito sa Pinas kundi mag-cover ng mga kanta!(wag naman sana.)

Wish ko lang eh sana maintindihan nang mga tao ang musika, hindi dahil uso eh pakikinggan nila! Yun na lang ang ginagawa kasi nang iba! Kung hindi pa gagawa nang Tribute album para sa Manila sound eh hindi nila makikila ang kanta!

Hay....

LEARN THE HISTORY OF PINOY ROCK HERE

Coffee Anyone?

2007-02-08T00:10:00.000+08:00

The Starbucks Principle
By Nick Garcia

Haven’t you noticed how Starbucks has taken the place of Megamall, Enchanted Kingdom, and Jollibee? Today, Starbucks spells gimmick. Suddenly everyone is mad about coffee, and is willing to spend a whopping hundred bucks for “one tall mocha frappe please!” or “I’ll have one grande iced coffee please!” Everyone claims it’s different, it’s something to die for. Instead of catching a nice flick at the cinema, the Filipino’s new idea of fun is to voluntary park their buns at the café and gulp all the caffeine they can.

No one knows exactly why Starbucks has become the hotspot, when what they serve is just foamed Blend 45 for crying out loud. Oh, try pointing this out to Starbucks fanatics (i.e., the likes of teeny-boppers and kikay girls), and you can expect getting attacked on how little you know about coffee. Get ready with answers like “Duh! Starbucks isn’t just coffee! They’re ground beans and processed chocolate and skimmed milk! What do you know about that?”

They have a point there, though, because even in the United States, when you talk coffee, Starbucks comes first. Their ingredients are never questionable, and if I’m not mistaken, Starbucks is an established-since-year brand. In short, Starbucks is the coffee authority. But it ends there. Starbucks is coffee, period. Certainly not a gimmick place of some sort, not convincing enough as an alternative for the mall. This, I repeat, is the case in the United States.

But Starbucks invades Manila and here it becomes an obsession. As you may have already seen, the interiors of Starbucks cafés are all designed to create a distinct ambience. Notice from the Italian-tiled flooring, to the cowboy motif wall covering, to the fancy lamps, tables and chairs crafted like those only seen in home magazines. Of course, who would miss the complicated bar counter, behind which all the grinders and blenders are displayed as if to remind you they really do process your cappuccino.

I mean, who can resist frequenting a posh place like this? Instead of worrying about other important things, the typical kikay teenager puts on her best dress, and with her kikay friends goes straight to Starbucks where she orders “one tall caramel frappe please!” This takes time to prepare, which is fine. She feels rewarded by the fact that the ethical barista would shout her name across the room by the time her frappe is ready. After she claims it, she heads for the self-service corner where she takes excessive packets of extra sugar, extra cream, and an inch thick of Starbucks tissue paper for souvenir. Then she sits by the front window, hoping someone she knows would pass by and see her drinking expensive coffee. She takes remarkably small sips in order to prolong her stay, like a real smart-ass.

During the entire process, there is the obligatory flaunting of Nokia cell phones, the occasional eruptions of “yeah” and “sure” here and there. You get the impression everyone in the room is from the conyo sector. Pathetic as it is, the Starbucks atmosphere is so contagious that it simply brings out the social climber in one.

You have to admit that the Philippine franchiser of Starbucks-whoever he is-deserves credit. He’s certainly not stupid. He sees through us Filipinos, and definitely knows how to flatter us. Mr. Starbucks is aware of the average Pinoy to desire to be associated and considered among the elite because well, in reality, the average Pinoy desire is far from being that. The average Pinoy home is less attractive than a place like Starbucks. The average Pinoy meal is without garnishes. The average Pinoy environment is less comforting and convenient than a service of Starbucks.

But when in Starbucks, the average Pinoy is instantly made to feel he’s in New York, or Las Vegas, or Paris, or anywhere else but Manila – one probable reason why we Filipinos buy this flick. We are total suckers for anything that is western in concept. But Starbucks has gone beyond colonial mentality; it has become pure escapism. It helps us forget about the EDSA traffic jam, the hostages in Mindanao, and the decreasing popularity of Erap. In this age of harsh realities of poverty and chaos, anything that offers oblivion and temporary indulgence sells fast. No matter how costly it is.

With their little creativity in repackaging, Starbucks is no longer just coffee. It’s already a religion. That we Filipinos practically worship that green logo with the exotic lady shows where we derive our strength to move on. It is from the promise of Starbucks every pay day.

*source: Bakit baligtad magbasa ng libro ang mga Pilipino – Bob Ong

Flyin'

2007-02-03T06:28:00.000+08:00

AEROPLANE
Tal Bachman

I was wrong to keep you underneath my finger
I was wrong to try and change you like I did
Oh I was a fool, I was to blame
And I put myself to shame
Now you and your love can show me the way
*(You gave me your heart and one last chance)

Now I, I feel like an aeroplane above the rain
And I, I wont make the same mistakes I used to make
*It was love and evolution
It was tearing it us apart
I prayed for a solution and I found it in your heart
Now I, I feel like an aeroplane above the rain
I can fly,

It's true, I loved taking you for granted
I was deaf and numb and blind to who you were
Now I'm gonna show you and you're gonna see
Everything you mean to me
I am going to be there whenever you need
(I'll protect you, I'll respect you)

Now I, I feel like an aeroplane above the rain
And I, I won't make the same mistakes I used to make
*It was just another emotion
It was running through my veins
But you gave me your devotion and something in me changed
Now I, I feel like an aeroplane above the rain
I can fly

(I'll protect you, I'll respect you)
Now I, I feel like an aeroplane above the rain
Yes and I, I wont' make the same mistakes I used to make
Oh I feel like aeroplane above the rain
Yes and I, I won't make the same mistakes I used to make

Some questions have no answers
Some answers have no truth
The Truth is my religion
And I seen the truth in you
And I, I feel like an aeroplane above the rain
I can fly

Long...

2007-01-14T15:43:00.000+08:00

Hay naku tagal nanaman hindi nakapagblog, parang feeling ko tuloy sobrang hectic nang sched ko! Samantalang madalas naman ako nakaharap sa kompyuter!

Tulog! Ito ako nung bagong taon, at nung pasko! Nilubos ko lang ang pagkakataon para bumawi sa pagtulog, hindi na tayo mga bata na merong siyesta pag hapon kaya hangga't may pagkakataon para matulog eh nilulubos ko lamang po. Sabihin niyo nang K.J. ako wala akong pakialam MASARAP MATULOG!!! yun lang ang masasabi ko!

May gig kami nung December 29 sa Freedom Bar, hindi siya actually gig audition siya! Dami din namin kasabay na mga banda, Iba-iba nga ang tugtugan dun eh at wala masyadong cover! lahat ata halos nang tumutugtog na banda dun eh mga composition nila ang tinugtog nila. May Blues, Punk Rock, at may Alternative. Tumugtog din ang Mayonnaise at Milk & Money! Lufet!

Tumutugtog din kami dun last Friday at ayun regular na kami dun, may Gig ulet kami dun sa thursday! (Ahem!) Uhm nananawagan po ako sa mga kakilala ko na kung gusto niyo po kaming mapanood eh punta lang po kayo sa Freedom Bar sa Anonas! hehehe!

Last Thursday eh na-experience ko din magpaputok nang baril! Nakakawala pala yun nang stress kada pindot mo sa trigger at pag pumutok na ang baril! Ngayon naiintindihan ko ang mga taong binaril ang mga taong namburaot sa kanila! (lesson: wag mamburaot sa taong may baril! pramis pag katapos ka niyang barilin gagaan pakiramdam nung taong yun! hehehe!)... Sarap talaga nang pakiramdam, nung una pa nga eh medyo kabado ko kasi takot ako sa mga paputok, lalo na baril! malamang eh mas malakas pa to sa mga pinaputok nung bagong taon! Pero nung andun na ko at hawak ko yung baril eh, parang ayaw ko nang bitawan yung "Glock" na pinahiram sa min, kahit apat na bala lang ang pinaputok ko eh masasabi kong naging "trigger happy" ako sa loob nang mga tatlong minuto, kaya ayun... sana maulit uli!

Last week din eh medyo minadali ko ang pagtapos sa Manga nang Deathonote dahil pinahiram ako nung pinsan ni maam lei nang Movie nung Deathnote at Anime. Ayun at natapos ko siya kaya straight ako sa movie, para macompare ko na yung Manga sa Movie, pero malamang eh tulad yan nang mga Harry Potter books na maraming alterations! pero nakita ko yung movie at ang lupet nang pagkakagawa kay "RYUK"! ibang klase ngayon lang ako nakakita nang ganung computer animated na character! ibang klase talaga!

Praktis muna at may tugtog na sa thursday! <==== excited!

Christmas Eve

2006-12-24T21:21:00.000+08:00

Ngayon pa lang eh damang dama ko na ang lamig galing sa labas... Gustuhin ko mang
patayin ang electric fan dahil sa lamig eh ayaw ko dahil minsan lang ako lamigin dito
sa kwarto ko kaya mas titiisin ko na lang ang lamig nang panahon.

Ang daming tao sa labas pero andito ako, hindi ko masyadong trip lumabas, sigurado lalamukin
ako dun, at wala pa din naman yung mga katropa ko, maya pa siguro lalabas yung mga yun!
Naalala kna may pinangakuan ako na magiinuman kami sa tapat nang bahay ngayon pasko,
parang reunion nang mga tarantadong nag away nang walang dahilan...
although trip ko yung tipong reunion eh medyo hard ang iinumin kaya hindi ko alam kung
tatagal ako kung sasakaling uupo ako sa tabi nila, medyo may trauma kasi ko sa
mga manginginum dito sa labas eh, small time lang po ako beer lang ang kaya nang bahay
alak ko, eh pag naginuman ang mga tambay dito sa min eh, sigurado yung chaser mong tubig
eh hindi tatagal sa lalamunan mo at isusuka mo agad!

Mamaya din eh merong christmas party dito sa tapat nang bahay namin, yung tipong "bring your own baon" ang mga kapitbahay namin! Makikipagpustahan ako sa inyo na may magdadala dun nang Pansit Bihon, Cake (yung roll), Refrigerator Cake (yung gawa sa graham), Tasty Bread, at walang kamatayang Orange juice! Sigurado daming bata nanaman dyan sa labas!

Habang ginagawa ko tong blog ko eh may nagpaputok nang sinturon ni hudas medyo mahaba ata
yung sinturon kasi tumaga nang limang minuto eh! napatingin tuloy ako sa kalendaryo kasi mali ata yung inaasahan kong occasion ngayon, parang ang alam ko magpapasko ngayon, pero mukha atang new year ang sinecelebrate nila... ewan ko ba... labo nang mga tao dito!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Gastos!!!

2006-12-20T22:09:00.000+08:00

We received our thirteen month pay last December 14 including our salary, I bought my sister a second hand Nokia 3230 (since I can't afford to buy a new one!) at Greenhills. I walked around greenhills looking for a reasonable price for a second hand Nokia 3230 and I ended up buying the most cheapest of them all, Php 7,000! actually not bad for a second hand since most of the phones features are working properly, the only downside is that it has no memory card included so the girl who sold me the phone gave me a charger and headset.

I will use the rest of my money to buy a new monitor, the monitor I'm using right now is about to retire... I'm actually surprised with this monitor because awhile ago before I started blogging the color of my monitor turned back to normal as if it didn't have any problems... I guess she knew that I was going to replace her...Lolz!

The truth is that I am planning to buy a new AGP Video Card, and CPU Casing... I think I needed an extra 3,000 bucks to make it happen...

Goodluck...

2006-11-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

Angels & Devils
Dishwalla

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

2006-11-22T21:50:00.000+08:00

Today is my Tatay's birthday and my Nanay invited me to dinner since our gig was cancelled (darn!). I am actually proud with my tatay because he is currently training at TUCP for being a call center agent, take note my tatay just turned 50 (lolz!). I just hope things will turn out good for him since he had been through a lot, and I hope that he won't screw up this one.

this past few I had been through a lot of things, like three weeks ago my cellphone almost got snatched, I think I scared the snatcher that's why he returned my phone (Lolz!). We almost landed a gig too bad it was cancelled, two weeks ago I reformatted my system because some of the
softwares that I am using are not running properly thus my modem and my internet was busted so it was my chance to give my PC a fresh start :P

Hopefully the 13th month will be released soon I need to buy a new monitor, CPU Casing and a Video Card... Plus a Cellphone as a gift to my sister who graduated last Oct. 30 and is now cramming for her upcoming board exam!!!(Lolz!) Good luck to you man! know you can do it!

I really need the money...

My long wait is over!!!

2006-10-31T21:12:00.000+08:00

I was walking at the Ayala Station and I thought I saw AMANDA GRIFFIN on the cover of FHM and I thought I was dreaming but Amanda was really on their cover, I just automatically bought the copy when I read AMANDA GRIFFIN on the cover. I've been waiting for her to be on the cover of the FHM, coz I've already bought some magz with her on the cover, like T3, Gadgets, and UNO. Well I'm just really happy that she is on the cover of FHM!

Wait did I already mentioned that AMANDA GRIFFIN is on the cover of FHM? (sorry I'm just really, really, really happy lolz!) anyway here are som of her pics on the mag...

\m/

Sex nanaman...

2006-10-23T21:00:00.000+08:00

I was reading about the news today and I happened to read one article about a priest talking about sex, and it's quite interesting... click here

Trends

2006-10-23T05:19:00.000+08:00

Its 5:30 in the morning and I'm already up, actually I woke up 4:30 and then I tried going to sleep but can't, and I thought of using my PC since I can't really sleep.

I remember two weeks back that I saw a bunch of guys here wearing punk shirts and "trasher ang porma", I remembered that before the rock bands dominated this country, and Hip hop became a trend those guys were also wearing those big jerseys, with "bling blings" and stuff. I just thought that they just wanted to be "IN" since rock music is the "IN" thing today.

Don't get me wrong I listen to Hip-Hop and I especially love Bone Thugs, N.W.A., Twista, Nelly, Eminem. I loved Hip Hop beacuse of the beat that makes you wanna bounce. And I love listening to Rock and Alternative because of the distorted guitar, the upbeat sound of drums. The only difference between them and me, I understood music in general not just because its the "IN" thing, it's because what these bands, rappers, songwriters make.

Take for example, Kami nAPO muna Album where most of the rock bands did a cover of the APO songs. And of course people loved I did too, but unfortunately these people only loved the Bands that covered the songs, not the one that created the songs... My father loved the APO, I remember when I was young my father owned 4 cassette tapes of APO (2 of them are only left! dammit!) and he would play it on our cassette player every morning, and after that I loved APO because of their music and the way they sung the songs, the blending of their voices. Up to now I'd rather prefer listening to the original than the tribute. It's not just the APO that I learned to love, my father owned a songhits with all the popular songs during the 60's, and he would play it on the guitar and sing it, I always listened to him paly those songs, and then there I met Beatles, Bee Gees, Chuck Berry, The Cascades, Herman's Hermits, Simon and Garfunkel etc.

It's just sad that people only loved Rock because it is the trend today...

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I've already completed downloading the following:

1. TRIGUN Anime and the Manga too

2. FRIENDS Seasong 5 & 6

I am currently downloading:

1. Spiderman: The Animated Series

2. Batman the Animated Series

3. FRIENDS Season 7 & 8

Kaboom!

2006-10-07T19:36:00.000+08:00

It's been a week since typhoon "MILENYO" hit Manila, and some houses still don't have electric power, while some have, most of them don't have water (that includes us of course). Well luckily because of this water crisis here at our barangay, some of the ''tambays'' have been working and getting paid just to get water for them. I think it's a good thing that they are working instead of just drinking their ass off!

Anyway, we have this huge problem at our office... Well we were told to canvass for a new LCD Projector, and we did. And the chief accountant settled for this brand "Infocus" and costed about 47,000 PHP, well we faxed the Purchase Order to the supplier and told them that we are going to buy it. But yesterday our Chairman questioned the price because he said that we can still find a cheaper price, and he said that around 20,000 PHP we could buy a new one...

Yeah, we did some walking around Gilmore and some people just laughed at us while we were asking them if they have an LCD Projector that costs around 20,000.

The bad news is that the supplier already paid for the projector, so it'll be really really bad if the company didn't buy that one!

Hope it turns out well...

Hypocrisy is the new BLACK

2006-09-20T23:48:00.000+08:00

It's been one month of a wild ride but it seems that they still don't what they really feel! I mean common, actions speak louder than words right???

Some people would still deny things that they do, and tell people that what you see is just NORMAL (yeah right)... you can't fool everyone, even a 10 year old would sense the whole story with just watching you people!!! Some people are already slippin' slowly, some are happy, some are imitating the other, while some are showing their otherside.

Being true to yourself is easy as long as you know your responsibilities, than to bury yourself on a LIE.

Maybe I may understand a little if your reason that your not being true is that some people will be hurt, but have you thought that you are already hurting them with what you are doing now?

Think....

Hypocrites!

Same

2006-09-17T21:05:00.000+08:00

It's been one hell of a week, I received two memos from the HR Dept. well it was just about our uniform. I just received the final warning last tuesday, unfortunately for them I made a memo requesting that we in the IT dept. be exempted from wearing the uniform. And it was approved by our boss, and the HR manager. YAY!

Anyway, last wednesday I bought a Hard Disk Enclosure for my new 40 GB hard disk.

This new DVD writer is handy, I have a lot of free space ever since I backed up a lot of my movie files.

I watched FRIENDS the whole week, when I got home, when I get to work. I'm actually a big fan of FRIENDS although when I first caught them on TV it was already season 7, and I didn't even caught the last season. Well as of now I am downloading seasons 5-6.

New ones...

2006-09-02T19:37:00.000+08:00

Today I just bought a Lite-On 16X Dual Layer DVD Writer, because my old Cd-Writer just gave up and now its not working. Well this baby cost me 2000 PHP, I collected my salary since last month, and I started keeping 500 Pesos every payday, and then... TADA! I have a new writer!

And I also got another job, at my office... I'd be a secretary for the new AUB Project!!! I think it really sucks!! I mean, common! do I really have to receive and deliver all those faxes daily? what about my job as a technician? do I really have to be the contact person for AUB? what if I didn't know anything with what you did for the whole day? what about the inqiuries?

If this extra work, ruins my job as a technician then I'd be quitting here...

Goodluck sa kin!

2006-08-27T10:05:00.000+08:00

This past week, was great! I completed downloading the first season of FRIENDS, and the album "Kami nAPO muna" a tribute to APO Hiking Society. Right now I am downloading the 2nd, 3rd and 4th season of FRIENDS, hopefully they'll be all finished next week!

I feel really bad that I'm not buying the original Box set of FRIENDS, but they really cost a lot! Even the pirated DVD's at GREENHILLS! So I just decided to download, and burned them on CD's on Mp4 format!

I still have a lot of waiting on my download list:

FRIENDS Seasons 5-10

Spiderman: The Animated Series (65 Episodes)

Trigun

Currently Downloading:

FRIENDS Seasons 2-4

Completed Recently:

FRIENDS Season 1

Justice League Season 1&2

Justice League Season 1-3

3 Day Vacation

2006-08-21T21:41:00.000+08:00

I think the only good thing our president does is give us a lot of holidays on our calendar. We had our's from saturday last up to monday.

I woke up almost 9 a.m last saturday, and I get to cook fried rice, eggs (sunny side up), and some hotdogs for breakfast. Damn! I missed cooking those for breakfast! Another good thing is that our DVD player was returned to us and I watched "CARS", and I get to sleep at siesta! I love sleeping in the afternoon that even at our office when we are not doing anything, I just put my arms on the table, and rest my head on it... POOF! I just take a nap for 30 minutes or so. lolz!

The next day I am going to a "binyagan", because I am one of the ninong of my colleague's newly born daughter. I got up around 8 a.m. and I got dressed up before 10 a.m. and then I got home around 6 p.m. I was "home alone" last night coz my mother and my sister went to cavite to visit my father, so I prepared my food and watched some TV. I was glad that they got smackdown on TV last night.

And today... hmmm I just watched some DVD's( Pirates of the Carribean, Signs)

Too bad the vacations over and we will be back to work tomorrow!!! :(

Love nga naman...

2006-08-12T18:28:00.000+08:00

This was sent to me by email...

Ang Puno't Dulo ng Pag-ibig

Nakakatawa talaga ang love. Isa siyang napakalaking oxymoron. Lahat ng pwede mong masabi sa kanya, baliktarin mo at totoo pa rin.

Ang labo diba? Pero ang linaw.

Masaya magmahal. Malungkot magmahal. Di mo naiintindihan pero naiintindihan mo. Walang rason. Maraming rason. Di mo na kaya, pero kaya mo pa rin. Masakit magmahal. Pero okey lang. Leche, ano ba talaga?! May kaibigan ako, sabi niya dati "Love is only for stupid people." Nakakatawa kasi laude ang standing niya, pero dumating ang panahon, na-in-love din ang hunghang. At ayun, tanga na siya ngayon. Lahat kasi ng nahahawakan ng love nagiging oxymoron din. O kaya paminsan, nagiging moron lang.
Hindi lang kasi basta baliktaran ang pag-ibig. Lahat ng bagay nababaligtad din niya. Lahat ng malalakas na tao, humihina. Ang mayayabang, nagpapakumbaba. Ang mga walang pakialam, nagiging Mother Teresa. Ang mga henyo, nauubusan ng sagot. Ang malulungkot, sumasaya. Ang matitigas, lumalambot. (At tumitigas din ang mga bagay na madalas nama'y malambot.) Nakakatawa talaga. Lalo na kapag dumadating siya sa mga taong ayaw na talaga magmahal. Napansin ko nga eh. Parang kung gusto mo lang ma-in-love ulit, sabihin mo lang ang magic words na "Ayoko na ma-inlove!" biglang WACHA! Ayan na siya. Nang-aasar. Magpapaasar ka naman.
Di ba nakakatawa rin na pagdating sa problema ng ibang tao, ang galing galing mo? Pero 'pag problema mo na yung pinag-uusapan parang nawawalan ng saysay lahat ng ipinayo mo dun sa namomroblemang tao? Naiisip mong wala namang mali dun sa mga sinabi mo. Pero bakit parang wala ring tama? Bali-baliktad din ang nasasabi ng mga taong tinamaan ng madugong pana ng pag-ibig. "Ngayon ko lang nalaman ganito pala. Sabi ko na eh!" "Ang sarap mabuhay. Pwede na 'ko mamatay. Now na!"
At hindi lang 'yon. Ang sarap din pagtawanan ng mga taong alam naman nilang masasaktan lang sila eh magpapatihulog pa rin sa bangin ng pag-ibig. Tapos 'pag luray-luray na yung puso nila, siyempre hindi sila yung may kasalanan. Siya! "Bakit niya 'ko sinaktan?" May kasama pang pagsuntok sa pader yon at pagbabagsak ng pinto. Hayop talaga.
Mauubos ang buong magdamag ko kakasabi ng mga bagay na nakakatawa 'pag pag-ibig na ang pinag-usapan. Ang daming beses ko na kasi siya nakasalubong kaya masasabi ko nang eksperto na 'ko. Pero wala pa rin akong alam.
Pero ang pinakanakakatawa sa lahat ay ang katotohanang kapag gusto magpatawa ng pag-ibig, ipusta na mo na lahat ng ari-arian mo dahil siguradong ikaw ang punchline.

Nakakatawa no?

Nakakaiyak.

LSS

2006-08-08T22:15:00.000+08:00

Time Of Your Song
Matisyahu

The world is moving to the song I hear,
Who's that singing, wind is rushing in my ear,
Mind gushing memories almost lost everything,
Felony and fellows running in my dream,
We were in the van where the hits were driving,
Saw myself In the highlands at age 13
And I'm asking questions to the present day me,
Moving backwards down the hill see we were posting.

[Chorus]
Moonlight illuminate my night and my days sunray make the people say
And a vision something's missing so they're screaming out loud
Keep my feet on ground and my head in the clouds.
I'm the arrow, you're my bow, shoot me forth and I will go
And I know and I go and I go get up and go
Make me feel its for real tell me what you know.

I don't need to glorify,
Ate the apple of the tree and tried to lie,
In the garden ill remember
That's when I started to sing
I said death brings life into uncertain things,
Cut some slack for me
Sun setting autumn breeze
Sound is moving like a chorus
Keep hearing that melody,
Check the radio but theres nothing playing,
Check the radio again but theres nothing playing.

[Chorus]

Rewind:

Dub-wise!

Swing low, sweet chariot of flames
Change my name, Yo!
It Was always the same,
Till if only what you find when you climb,
Check the radio but of all that shines there's no time,
My life is making your mind work in overtime,
But along the line you'll have to pay for the crime.
Slow it down You turbo too soon,
Vroom vroom then you want to blast off unto the moon,
But you might get trapped in a temple of doom,
You might get trapped in a temple of doom.

[Chorus]

Download This

Brand New

2006-08-06T13:12:00.000+08:00

Youth - Matisyahu

Some of them come now

Some of the running

Some of them looking for fun

Some of them looking for away out of confusion

Some of them don't know where to be

Some of them don't know where to go

Some of them trust their instincts

That somethings missing from the show

Some don't fit society

Their insides are crying low

Some of them teachers squashed the flame 'fore it had a chance to grow

Some of them embers still glow

Them charcoal hushed and low

Some of them come with hunger supressed

Not fed them feel the death blow, yo

CHORUS:

Young man control in your hand

Slam your fist on the table

And make your demand

Take a stand Fan a fire for the flame of the youth

Got the freedom to choose

You better make the right move

Young man, the power's in your hand

Slam your fist on the table and make your demand

You better make the right move

"youth is the engine of the world"

Storm the halls of vanity

Focus your energy Into a laser beam

Streaming shattered light

Unites to pierce between the seams

And it seems

The world open peering

The children see

Rapid fire for your mind

Half a truth is just a lie

They rub me the wrong way

They say their way or fall behind

Seventeen disconnect left out

The concept as to why There's a spiritual emptiness

So the youth them get vexed

Skip class and get wrecked

Feel with beer and cigarettes

To fill the hole in their chest!

Download This

...This past week

2006-08-05T21:25:00.000+08:00

I've been busy...
I always came home around 9 pm or 11 pm...
I didn't had any decent sleep...
I didn't left my PC on overnight...
I ate a lot...
I did a lot of paperwork...
I did a lot of work...
I drank a lot of softdrinks...

Weekend

2006-07-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

This past weekend I...

- Fixed our TV Antenna
- Checked my sister's fan, but I didn't fixed it
- Finished downloaded some episodes of JUSTICE LEAGUE
- Watched JUSTICE LEAGUE / UNLIMITED
- Burned the JUSTICE LEAGUE to CD
- Played NBA LIVE 2005
- Completed downloading the cover songs of New Found Glory
- Uploaded them to my Multiply
- Updated my Blogs (blogspot, multiply, wordpress)
- Did a lot of sleeping, cooking and eating

Will & Grace Episode

2006-07-27T22:32:00.000+08:00

Check this out...

Watch this video on YOUTUBE

Songs to come by

2006-07-22T20:13:00.000+08:00

Want You Bad - Offspring

If you could only read my mind

You would know that things between us

Ain't rightI know your arms are open wide

But you're a little on the straight sideI can't lie

Your one viceIt's you're too nice

Come around now can you see

I want you All tattooed

I want you bad

Complete me

Mistreat me

I want you to be bad bad bad bad bad

If you could only read my mind

You would know that I've been waiting

So long

For someone almost just like you

But with attitude, I'm waiting so come on

Get out of clothes time

Grow out those highlights

Come around now can you see

I want youIn a vinyl suit

I want you bad

Complicated

X-rated

I want you bad, bad, bad, bad, bad

Bad

Don't get me wrong

I know you're only being good

But if that's what's wrong

I guess I just misunderstood

I want you

All tattooed

I want you bad

Complicated

X-rated

I want you bad

I mean it

I need it

I want you bad, bad, bad, bad, bad

Bad, really really bad

Surviving the Jungle

2006-07-20T21:49:00.000+08:00

Fridays almost here and this week will be over soon, and I'll be able to survive this week. Well I just thought that I won't and I forgot that a year ago I was alone at the office for THREE MONTHS!!! Man I remembered that I almost cracked up last year, well thank God that there were just minor problems on our office although I have papers to accomplish.

Well I guess I'll just better hold on.

Kill Joy

2006-07-11T11:43:00.000+08:00

Argh!!! Some of our favrite sites are being banned here at the office. and he is also asking if i have a list of websites that can be blacklisted on our server. too bad man I won't be giving you anything.

Hope he won't block blogger. ;P

Kakanta lang nang kakanta

2006-07-04T20:33:00.000+08:00

We are looking for Male vocalist
Rock and alternative ang tugtugan
if anyone is interested you could email me at eliad_08@yahoo.com or contact me at 09157834302

Is hell and earth the same?

2006-07-02T18:59:00.000+08:00

It's been one week of HELL for me, I felt lazy the whole week. Actually I felt like I don't wanna work anymore. If I didn't need the money, I already quit my job. Too bad I still have a loan to pay, tons of things to buy, and some bills.

Nakakayamot lang kasi paano, bibigyan ka nila nang trabaho eh hindi naman naaangkop sa “Job Title” mo. Yeah sure atleast may natutunan ka, ang kaso naman pag natutunan mo na eh sasamantalahin nila, at lagi na nilang ipagagawa sa inyo. pag hindi mo naman ginawa eh papagalitan ka pa. paano gaganahan ang tao magtrabaho kung ganyan?

Isa pang pasaway nitong linggo eh ang mga taong nagamit nang PC, binigyan na nga nang gagamiting PC eh hindi pa lubos lubusin na pag aralan. Gusto eh kami pa ang gagawa. HELLO!!! TAGA REPAIR PO KAMI NANG SIRANG PC, HINDI NANG SIRANG NAGAMIT NANG PC!!! Nakakayamot lang talaga, tapos sasabihan ka pa nang kung anu-ano. Puro pa yabang at reklamo, eh minsan sila pa tong dahilan kung bakit nasisira ang PC nila. Tuturuan mo eh hindi naman gagamitin ang mga natutunan!!!

Last but not the least eh ang magaling naming ADMINISTRATOR!!! Engineer ka ba talaga? Kasi feeling ko ubod ka lang nang tanga!!! Ayusin mo naman trabaho mo, kami ang napapahamak sa ginagawa mo sa server natin eh!!! Kung alam mo lang kung ilang tawag ang natatanggap naming sa opisina dahil sa internet hay naku malamang marindi ka. Hindi ka na nga namin sinusumbong sa amo natin eh, ayaw mo pang ayusin. Alam mo bang pag sinumbong ka pa naming eh kami pa ang pagagalitan dahil daw bakit hindi ka naming kinausap tungkol sa problem na iyan? Hay naku… sa ka lang talagang tanga!!! Pwede mawala ka na lang sa paningin ko? Isa na lang pag may bagay na pinagawa sa iyo huwag mong akuin kung hindi mo kaya ha? At pag may ginawa kami sabihin mong kami ang may gawa hindi ikaw!!! Ipagmamalaki mo pang saglit mo lang ginawa!!! Kung alam mo lang kung gaaano karaming tao na ang galit sa iyo… makaramdam ka naman pre…

Yun lang…hehehe

2005-2006 NBA Champions

2006-06-22T11:04:00.000+08:00

at last after 18 years of waiting they have claimed the Championship

The 2005-2006 NBA Champions

P.S. I won a hudred bucks for betting on them =P

2006-06-18T18:41:00.000+08:00

Telepono

Sugarfree

Natatandaan mo ba kagabi

Apat na oras tayong nagbabad sa telepono

Inabutan na tayo ng umaga no'n

Ngunit bakit ngayon, malamig ka bigla

Magdamag na sa tabi mo, wala man lang "hello"
Hello, hello, hello

Naririnig mo pa ba ako?

Kung wala na tayo sa telepono'

Pag nandito na tayo sa tunay na mundo

Hello, 'di na kita naiintindihan

Malabo na ba ang linya sa ating dalawa

Hello, gising ka pa kaya?

Hello, nahihilo na ako sa 'yo
Tuwing gabi 'pag nagriring ang telepono

Ikaw ang naiisip ko

Tumawag ka, tumawag ka

O, please tumawag ka naman

Dahil kailangan lang marinig ang boses mo
O, ngayong gabi, managinip

Managinip ulit tayo sa sarili nating mundo

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Need help on your PC?

2006-06-15T13:32:00.000+08:00

well I thought of making a site for helping people on using their PC, so that people would be able to fix problems on their PC.

Check this url http://pcforhumans.blogspot.com

I also added the link on my blogsite http://myveryowndarkside.blogspot.com just click on "PC Problems?" If you have problems just post them there and I'll try to answer you! thanks!

The Return of the X's

2006-06-02T22:18:00.000+08:00

My old flames have returned, well I hope they're not thinking of getting back at me though(parang paranoid!). its like they all had a conference and came up with the idea of communicating with me again. I don't mind them communicating with me, It's my girl that I'm worried about. she the one who gets paranoid about everything. when I text them or they texted me or called me. well I can't help myself flirting with them, this is one of my "ugali" that I am afraid that would come out.

I just hope this would end soon.

In the middle of something...

2006-05-22T21:49:00.000+08:00

Once again I am caught in the middle of a crossfire. I don't intend to meddle with anyone's affair unless you are my close friend or something like that, kaya lang para kong buhay na magnet na yung mga may problema ang sadyang lalapit sa kin. I don't if I am a good listener pero I really try my best to be one. ever since high school, ganun na ang nangyayari sa kin.

Well some say na mabait ako (sana totoo), kasi lagi daw akong present pag may mga problem ang mga friends ko ( or something like that ). ewan ko nasa dugo ko na talaga siguro ang pagiging matulungin hanggat may maitutulong. ewan ko lang.

Hanggang ngayon ganito pa din ako ang dakilang sandalan, iyakan, panyo mo pag sinipon ka na kakaiyak, ang hahagod sa likod mo para matigil ka kakahikbi, ang magsasabi sa iyo na magiging okay ang lahat kahit minsan hindi totoo yun, ang sasama sa iyo kung ikaw ay nalulumbay, ang magpapasaya sa iyo pag naalala mo siya, ang tukod mo para hindi ka matumba, at ang taong makikiramay sa iyo sa lahat nang problema mo (wag mo lang ako ayaing magbato, magtiongki atbp. baka tawana mo lang ako dahil nde ko marunong nun).

sana lang wag silang magsawa kasi malamang ako hinde :P

Coldness in this blistering heat

2006-05-16T10:35:00.000+08:00

At last the end of what I thought was an endless summer nights, The nights now are cold and I love it!!! Now everynight I am under may very warm "kumot", When it's raining I walk under it, nilalasap ko lang talaga promise. I wish that this won't end, kasi medyo tipid sa tubig ang malamig na panahon. hehehe

Bliss

2006-05-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

In love people tend to be blind, deaf, selfish, and stupid (this is based on my personal experience… sue me if you think this is not true!). Most of the people just think that they would be happy seeing the one they love, being with the one they love, or maybe just talking to the one they love.

But would you really be happy for you to think that because of your happiness you are hurting someone else. It could be the one who really loves you, or it could be the one that owns the one you love. And this is where people become selfish.

They become blind when they tend to overlook the faults of the one they love. Or when the one they love is abusing them and they just say “he/she just loves me” etc.

They become deaf when they ignore or when they try not to listen to what everyone is saying about them, about the one they love, or about their relationship.

And they become stupid when they hope that they would be together in the end and be happy, or whatever. When the truth is it won’t really happen, or it could but they would just end up hurting themselves. Or when they do all of the above.

Well if you have done all of these then you are in-love.

Pangalawa

2006-05-01T14:29:00.000+08:00

LIHIM

Orange&Lemons

Di na malilimutan pa

Sa bawat sandaling ako’y iyong hagkan

Ang yong mga halik

Sana’y wag nang matapos pa

Aking nadarama sa t’wing kapiling ka

Ako’y nasasabik

Sa’yo lamang ilalaan

Ang isang ligayang walang hanggan

Kahit na nagsasalo tayo

Sa isang kasalanan

Bihag tayo ng panahon

At pagkakataong puno ng pangambang

Ika’y mawalay pa

Sana’y wag nang matapos pa

Aking nadarama sa t’wing kapiling ka

Ako’y nasasabik ‘di na mahalaga

Ang sasabihin nila

Basta’t may pag-ibig

Sa ating dalawa
Sa’yo lamang ilalaan

Ang isang pagsuyong walng hanggan

Kahit nagsasama tayo sa isang kasalanan

Kasalanan..

Download This...

Darkness under this blue sky

2006-04-25T14:56:00.000+08:00

Everything became fainted when you came
I was just blind to see
Everything became distorted when you lingered
I was just too dumb to notice
I thought I was loved

but I was bleeding,
I thought I was happy

but I was suffering

You're just an illusion

I was just dreaming

You were perfect

I was just stupid

I almost destroyed myself

by doing what my heart told me to

I can't think straight

you dwelled in my system

My judgment was clouded

you reside in my heart

Darkness is all I was blind to see

You are not the perfect blue sky you were meant to be

In the end there is no one to blame
For we are only humans

Destined to love and be tame

Taritz Batch 2000-2001

2006-04-24T14:59:00.000+08:00

Brings back good memories...

Over reacting

2006-04-20T11:58:00.000+08:00

A group requested to GMA to ban the film Da Vinci Code, and they want the MTRCB to rate it " "X" or not for public viewing. They even want to stop selling these books and burn them. Sounds nostalgic???

I think these people are just over reacting, it's just a movie. Just because it tells that Jesus had a romantic relationship with Mary Magdalene? My uncle is a priest and he was asked by his cousins and friends about this film if its true, he said that "It's just a movie, It's just a book, and fiction."

And I agree to what my uncle said. Well for starters its just a book and Dan Brown doesn't care whether you believe it or not as long as he reached to every people in the globe (which he did!). Second its just a movie, this is just a visualization of the book so that the people would see it on scree. This is of course for the people who didn't read the book and those who are lazy to read the book.

I just dont get why these people are reacting to Da Vinci Code so much, are they afraid that people might believe, or get confused about what the book or movie has told them? are they afraid that people might stop going to church or this might destroy their faith??? so what? this is a free country.

Well I think that they won't be able to ban this film though I'm just a little pissed off with this people over reacting.

For more info : http://www.philstar.com/philstar/NEWS200604202606.htm

Excruciating Pain

2006-04-19T21:03:00.000+08:00

For three straight days I’ve been getting this annoying headache… It bugs me to think that I can’t work properly (as if there is something to do) just because of this f***ing headache.

Injuries, scratch, itchy balls, intense heat, heartaches, and fever I can take, but this??? Argh!!! Why don’t you just kill me!!! I think that I have a brain tumor or something just because my head aches more than occasionally.

Please where is my novaccaine???

Very well said

2006-04-19T11:55:00.000+08:00

Risk is part of living

"the person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, and becomes nothing."

CINEMA MayHEM

2006-04-18T16:36:00.000+08:00

Next month would be a handful for moviegoers coz there are a lot of cool movies coming up

Mission Impossible 3

Tom Cruise returns as super-spy Ethan Hunt, taking on the dangerous criminal Owen Davian (Philip Seymour Hoffman).

Starring: Tom Cruise, Philip Seymour Hoffman, Ving Rhames, Laurence Fishburne

Release Date: May 5, 2006

Poseidon

When a rogue wave capsizes a luxury cruise ship in the middle of the North Atlantic Ocean, a small group of survivors find themselves unlikely allies in a battle for their lives. Preferring to test the odds alone, career gambler John Dylan ignores captain's orders to wait below for possible rescue and sets out to find his own way to safety. What begins as a solo mission soon draws others, as Dylan is followed by a desperate father searching for his daughter and her fiancee--a young couple who hours before couldn't summon the courage to tell him they were engaged and now face much graver challenges. Along the way they are joined by a single mother and her wise-beyond-his-years son, an anxious stowaway and a despondent fellow passenger who boarded the ship not sure he wanted to live but now knows he doesn't want to die. Determined to fight their way to the surface, the group sets off through the disorienting maze of twisted steel in the upside-down wreckage. As the unstable vessel rapidly fills with water each must draw on skills and strengths they didn't even know they possessed, fighting against time for their own survival and for each other.

Starring: Josh Lucas, Kurt Russell, Richard Dreyfuss, Emmy Rossum, Andre Braugher

Release Date: May 12, 2006

Da Vinci Code

The murder of a curator at the Louvre reveals a sinister plot to uncover a secret that has been protected since the days of Christ. Only the victim's granddaughter and Robert Langdon, a famed symbologist, can untangle the clues he left behind. The duo become both suspects and detectives searching for not only the murderer but also the stunning secret of the ages he was charged to protect.

Starring: Tom Hanks, Jean Reno, Audrey Tautou, Alfred Molina, Ian McKellen, Paul Bettany

Release Date: May 19, 2006

Over the Hedge

Spring has sprung, and Verne and his woodland friends awaken from their long winter's nap to discover that a tall, green "thing" has mysteriously cropped up right through the middle of their home. Enter RJ, an opportunistic raccoon, who explains that the world beyond the hedge is the "gateway to the good life" where peculiar creatures called humans live to eat, rather than eat to live. Suspicious and even a little jealous of RJ, the ever-cautious Verne wants to keep his blended family safely on their side of the hedge. But, proving the adage that one man's garbage is another man's--or rather animal's--treasure, the manipulative RJ tries to convince the woodland band that there is little to fear and everything to gain from their over-indulgent new neighbors. Eventually, RJ and Verne form an unlikely friendship as they learn to co-exist with--and even exploit--this strange new world called suburbia.

Starring: Bruce Willis, Garry Shandling, Steve Carell, William Shatner, Avril Lavigne

Release Date: May 19, 2006

X-MEN: the Last Stand

The X-Men, mutant heroes sworn to defend a world that hates and fears them, are back! This time, with the help of new recruits The Beast and Angel, they must face evolution itself in the form of their former teammate, Jean Grey. Possessed with the cosmic power of the Dark Phoenix, the resurrected Jean Grey has become a danger to herself, her mutant comrades, and the entire planet. To stave off this imminent threat to humanity, a potential cure is discovered and processed to treat -- and ultimately eliminate -- genetic mutations, once and for all. Now, as the battle lines are drawn, the X-Men, led by Professor Charles Xavier, must contend with both Jean Grey's world-consuming powers, as well as the malevolent Brotherhood, a band of powerful mutants organized under Xavier's former ally, Magneto.

Starring: Patrick Stewart, Hugh Jackman, Ian McKellen, Halle Berry, Rebecca Romijn, Ben Foster, Kelsey Grammer

Release Date: May 26, 2006

Can it get anything better than this??? well I'll just see if I get to watch all of them depends really on my budget.

Holy Weak

2006-04-16T21:13:00.000+08:00

I drank more than 8 glasses of ice tea each day
I slept more than 10 hours which is not normal for me since I usually sleep less than 6 hours.
I watched 26 episodes of Samurai Champloo
I also watched 3 Ninjas from 1-3
I ate pork and meat
I talked to my sister more
I played NBA Live and NFS Underground
I worked on the new software that my boss asked me to study
I left my PC running from Wednesday 10 pm up to Sunday 2 pm
Learned some new songs on my guitar
I bought new shoes for my uniform... Damn it!

Some things wrong

2006-04-11T17:48:00.000+08:00

Lately I can't seem to understand why people don't understand or misinterpret what I am saying or trying to say.

And I don't understand what are they trying to say.... what the hell is wrong with me?!?!

same old shit

2006-04-06T21:06:00.000+08:00

My body is tired

my soul is empty

my mind is numb

my nerves are cracking

sick of this routine

wish there was something new

something different

something exciting

something fun

or maybe something...

Jumbled

2006-04-03T14:25:00.000+08:00

Pa Ba
6 Cycle Mind

Habol ang tingin
Matang nagkukunwaring malambing
Ayos kay bango, Pilit pagandahin
Para ako'y mapansin
Sabog ang pag-iisip,
Hindi alam ang gagawin
Anong dahilan
At hindi ka mapasa-akin

Saan ba? Kailan ba?
Ito lang ang alam kong gawin
Paano ba? Ano ba?
Wala na bang ibang paraan?

Nais kong matikman
Ang yakap mong napakadiin
Ngiting kay sayaTinatangay ako ng hangin
Nagiging malapit sa taas
Sa panalanging ika'y mapasakin
Wala na pang para sa akin?

Pipilitin, aaminin,
Hindi alam ang gagawin
Lalapitan, sasabihin
Hindi alam ang gagawin
Hindi alam ang sasabihin
Hindi alam ang gagawin
Hindi alam ang sasabihin
Hindi alam ang gagawin

Para sa iyo Kororo

High School Life Part 2

2006-03-31T09:34:00.000+08:00

Last March 29, me my high school friends went to cowboy grill in Mabini. And we Partied all night.

Louie and Chacha

From Left: The guy wearing a yellow shirt Jake(Grace's Fiancee), Grace, Mark, Jasmin, Louie and Chacha

Me and my closest buddy Baldo

well it was a lot of fun and we met again after maybe 2 years... I really missed them.

For mor pics

Frustrated Artist

2006-03-23T15:44:00.000+08:00

This is the sunset at Calatagan Batangas, I realized that when I was young I love taking pictures of everythng especially gurls(ahem!) hehehe! anyway I used a Nokia 6600 camera on taking these.

I wish I could buy a Digicam :(

Hope

2006-03-17T11:11:00.000+08:00

God I hope this ends soon, I've been trying to forget my feelings
I can't.
I kept reading everything you write
I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm trying to comfort someone who's been hurt.
Trying to tell her everything would be alright
as for me I don't know if that would be the case for me
argh!
I'm still hoping, and I'm really pathetic.
What am I doing?
I hope I would be better soon.

Dahil sobrang galing mo etong sa iyo!!!

2006-03-16T00:12:00.000+08:00

Bakit kaya may mga taong sobrang INGGITERO??? na hahamakin ang lahat para lamang masira ang kanilang kinaiinggitan? nakakabadtrip lang talaga... pareng Dovanditz sensya ka na ha... sadya lang nde ko matiis to eh nahighblide lang talaga ako!!!

Una... bat may mga graduate nang COMPUTER ENGINEERING na luklukan nang yabang??? Ipagmamalaki nila na purket yun ang course nila eh alam na nila ang lahat regarding sa computer? marami akong kilalang Computer Engineering na sobrang mang-mang sa pagrerepair at pag-aassemble nang PC... madami!!!

1.) Yung kabarkada ko OJT sa PC Express kabatcha ko yun kabarkada ko yun at graduate sya nang two year course na Computer Electronics Technology which is more sa diagnostic and repair nang mga PC kasama na ang Networking. may nag apply na Computer Engineer doon, ang tataas nang grado nung nag apply ayun naging under siya nung kabarkada ko. ang hina pa sa pagrerepair. hay buhay.

2.) Yung barkada ko nung high school na nag aral nang Computer Engineering at patapos na ngaun ayun nag OJT na.... galeng pinagrepair siya nang PC at tinuruan pa.

3.) May kakilala ko hindi niya alam na pag nireinstall mo ang WINDOWS XP eh hindi mabubura ang mga ininstall mo!!! nagmagaling pa at inalipusta pa ang ibang tao!!!

Una sa lahat hindi ang mga computer engineering eh hindi trained magrepair nang mga PC simula nung pumasok sila sa kolehiyo eh puro na sila math at trigonometry puro sila calculation more on programming nga sila kung hindi ako nagkakamali. samantalang kaming mga Technician eh simula pagpasok eh yun na ang tinuturo sa min, may iba pa nga dyan eh natutunan lang sa ibang tao at naging mahusay na lang nung natuto.

Please lang hindi purket mga 4 year course kayo eh may karapatan na kayong magyabang, nagtraining pa kayo habang nagttrabaho samantalang kami eh alam na namin ang mga gagawin namin! hindi purket graduate ka eh may karapatan ka nang alipustahin ang ibang tao! ayusin mo naman ang ugali mo. kung may mga taong ayaw sa iyo... kung naiinggit ka naman eh sarilinin mo na lang yan imbes na nakakasira ka pa nang ibang tao.

Hindi naman sa galit ako sa mga Computer Engineers actually may mga kaibigan din ako na ganyan ang course pero hindi naman sila mayayabang at hindi sila nang aalipusta nang kapwa nila. sa totoo nga niyan bilib nga ko sa mga computer engineers. kaso kung ganyan na rin lang ang asal hay naku di na baba na lang ang tingin ko sa iyo...

Isa pa ingat ka na lang baka isang araw eh nakaratay ka na sa kalsada pagnakita ko yun baka hindi ikaw ang tulungan ko. hehehe!!!

wag mo na lang sabihin na hindi kita binalaan!

In the depths of pain and sorrow

2006-03-14T21:48:00.000+08:00

I'm not myself lately,
I've been thinking too much,
I'm stressed out.
And I realized something...
I am one hell of a drama king
I am pathetic, I feel stupid
for expecting when you warned me not to
but then again what's wrong with expecting something?
Is it wrong to expect that you would feel the same after all this time?
Is it wrong to think that some things happen just like in movies?
argh!!! I'm watching too much love stories!!!
I am supposed to be happy

I was happy

now I'm bitter

and I hate myself

For my foolish heart and a stupid mind

2006-03-12T12:00:00.000+08:00

Blind

Lifehouse

I was young but I wasn't naive

I watched helpless as he turned around to leave

And still I have the pain I have to carry

A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time

I never thought we'd be here

Never thought we'd be here

When my love for you was blind

But I couldn't make you see it

Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know

A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep

Only in hopes of dreaming

That everything would be like is was before

But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting

They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time

I never thought we'd be here

Never thought we'd be here

When my love for you was blind

But I couldn't make you see it

Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know

A part of me died when I let you go

Reality bites

2006-03-06T23:23:00.000+08:00

It's 11:30 and I can't sleep... I texted her a while ago if she thinks of me as a friend. and she answered that she did and not more than that. And who said that the truth shall set you free?

Argh!!! I hate this feeling! besides headache of course. I feel lonely. I don't even know why I held on to her for so long, maybe I thought that something would happen. Like a miracle. nah miracles only happen on movies. I feel stupid. I dunno it's just all mixed emotions right now.

I made a lot of mistakes in my life, and I guess this would be one of them. And I bet I would be making lots of them in the days to come.

Don't worry it's not your fault. You gave the terms and I agreed on it. I just thought I could save you.

well guess not.

I think I'll be moving on...

there is nothing more to do...

no one else to wait...

wish me luck!

Mga tao talaga

2006-03-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

I received an email today about Friendster well I just found out that the mail was copied from a blog site http://mikey.i.ph/blogs/mikey/.

I think this one is popular coz they have been interviewed by Manila Bulletin and I dunno well after I read their interview with them, and some of their blogs... well I find them obnoxious. And I thought they were foreigners well I think the other one is... I think their blog is funny but really I think they're smart but obnoxious!

and here is their famous piece about Friendster .

You be the judge of them

Please give me novacaine

2006-03-03T09:25:00.000+08:00

I really want to give up on you
but everytime I see you I always take back what I said
It seems that this would be very hard for me
I really do love you
Sometimes I feel stupid
Sometimes I feel weak
Sometimes I just wish I was numb
But whenever you are around you make me feel good
Just seeing you smile lights up my day
Even though I know that beneath that smile there is much emptiness and sadness
I want to save you, but I don't know how
I know that you won't love me back
I'm not really expecting anything
But sometimes I wonder if that would be possible
would someone please give me novacaine

bakit nga ba???

2006-03-02T17:34:00.000+08:00

It got me thinkin', why is it that when guys sees a gurl wearing skimpy outfit they will think that "hmmm... this gurl could be easy to get" bakit nga ba? lahat ba nang babae na magsuot nang ganun eh bitch, malandi, pokpok??? hmmm.... they really just want to express theirselves tsaka comfortable lang sila sa ganung damit ano magagawa niyo???

At bakit pag ang babae eh niloko nang lalaki, sasabihin nila na ang mga lalaki eh manloloko... hmmmm.... bakit nga ba??? the truth is some men are like that at di mo na maalis yun, eh paano naman ang mga hindi talaga sinungaling at nag oover-react lang ang gurl??? hay... been there done that... grabe...

Anyway pag lalaki ang sinabihan mo nang sinungaling eh walang gagawin kundi mag sorry o magpatihulog sa building, at wala ka nang maririnig na iba pang salita. samantala ang mga babae eh magagalit, at dadakdakan ka pa... hay buhay nga naman...

walang magawa talaga

2006-02-28T15:08:00.000+08:00

hay... parang gusto ko nang matuto nang graphic design....

THE DEVIL

La talagang magawa

2006-02-28T11:35:00.000+08:00

Dark Angel

EYESHIELD 21

2006-02-26T19:41:00.000+08:00

Just finished watching this anime, this time it's about american football

Sana maglabas kaagad nang bagong episode!!! Langhiya kasi bitin!!! pangatlo na tong anime na bitin!!! waaaa!!!!

And Then...

2006-02-26T18:34:00.000+08:00

Hay nakakapagod kahit tanghali na ko nagising eh, para pa din akong inaantok.

At sa wakas nakapadpad din ako nang "Market, Market", may kakilala pala tito ko dun at second cousin ko pa! she's an accountant there, ayun at inaaya pa kaming manuod kay Christian Bautista.

Atat na atat na nga ko umuwi kasi may balak akong gawin dito sa king blog, na simula kagabi eh parang ayaw kong tantanan.

Sarap nang puro pahinga kahit nakakabato dito sa bahay...

Walang magawa

2006-02-26T00:16:00.000+08:00

Hirap talaga nang walang magawa sa bahay...

I need...

2006-02-25T07:57:00.001+08:00

... another Hard Disk a 120 GB will do, or maybe 200 gb if I can afford it :P
... an amplifier for my electric so I won't be using my Karaoke
... a distortion so I won't be borrowing one
... a guitar stand
... to clean my room properly which I think I'll be doing later
... buy more blank CD's for my anime
... new shoes
... new acoustic guitar
... new pants
... new boxers
... to learn the pentatonic scale
... new book to read
... to know if you think of me as a friend or more than a friend, coz its driving me crazy really :)
... new wallet
... to learn to be more patient
... to be more responsible

come to think of it

2006-02-08T22:40:00.000+08:00

UGLY

Sugababes

When I was 7
They said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same
I asked my parents if I was OK
They said you're more beautiful
And that's the way they show that they wish
They had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cos

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn't know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

Cos people are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

Thoughts...

2006-02-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

I was riding the bus the other day and I noticed that the houses near the railroad (squatter's area) were covered with a painted wall. the next morning I saw that the MMDA are renovating that wall, the lady on the bus said that it was the MMDA's project, and it's purpose is for the beautification of the SLEX or maybe the PNCC(I dunno really), and she said that it's much better that they cover the squatter's area with a high and painted wall so that they wouldn't see the ugly houses. I agree with what she said, but what is the real purpose of that wall for beautification? or a way of escaping the truth that poverty is really that bad here in our country?

Money... The root of all evil

2006-01-29T22:10:00.001+08:00

I really need to learn to budget my own money, or else...

It's been almost a year since I started working at this company and yet I didn't manage to saved money. What can I say I'm a one day millionare... :(

Isa lang ang naisip kong paraan para matuto akong magbudget... ang magdagdag nang responsibilidad sa bahay, like nakihati ako sa bayad sa kuryente, tapos yung bayad sa pinakabit kong DSL ako na din ang nagbabayad. yung tubig mura lang kahit sino na sa amin ni nanay yun kung sino ang abutan nang naniningil. I think I'm improving (i hope!) medyo limitado ang gimik sa babaunin din na pagkain kahit mga 500 lang okay na... baon lang naman eh...

Lapit nanaman ang birthday ko... I'll be turning 22 soon bilis nang panahon...

Isa nanamang slash???

2006-01-28T16:57:00.000+08:00

Hay naku... I was approached by our Dept. Head at nagtatanong siya kung may kilala ako na pwede sa position na "Production Assistant", kasi daw magreresign na yung kanilang production assistant.

syempre kinuwento muna sa kin kung ano ang kanyang job as production assistant para kung may kilala ako eh, makukuwento ko din sa kanya ang kanyang posibleng trabaho. ang galing!!! simpleng padali lang pala yung job description at dahil ako pala ang nasa isip nang aming dept. head na gawing temporary replacement!!!

I don't care kung bigyan ako nang another position sa office, kaso ang problema eh maabuso ang companyang ito. hindi naman sa tinatamad ako, gusto ko naexcite nga ko ang kaso nde naman ako binabayaran para umupo maghapon sa upuan at makinig nang voice files... ang rate ko techinician!!! :( as much as possible gusto kong makatulong sa kumpanya namin, eh ang kaso tataas nanaman ang expectations nang mga tao lalo na ang dept. head namin.

ayaw ko nang ganun gusto low profile lang ako, gusto ko isa lang akong simpleng technician. yes I do have a dream and a goal. pero hindi ko balak tuparin yun dito sa kumpanya na ito. sorry.

lolz... nakakanchawan na nga ko sa office.. kulet...

may kilala ba kayong pwedeng mag apply na production assistant? :)

High School Life

2006-01-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

Sabi nila high school life ang the best na time. Totoo nga, kung iisipin mo ang apat na taon eh sobrang tagal, pagtapos nun eh iisipin mo ang bilis nang panahon.

parang kailan lang... (hay!) nakakalungkot naman...

Isa ko sa mga "unpopular" na tao sa school, ewan ko lang ha... pero feeling ko ganun... Isa din ako sa mga mahilig mangopya nang assignment, tamad magsulat, natutulog sa klase, nagcutting classes pag hindi mo trip yung subject, isa sa sinasaway nang madre dahil ang buhok ko daw eh pang demonyo(Lolz) catholic school kasi yun. isa din ako sa mga estudyante na mahilig mag-cramming pag may ipapasa na at nakikiusap sa titser kung pwede next week yung project o next day. nakakamiss talaga...

Ang mas nakakamis eh yung mga kabarkada ko... most of them are gurls, hindi ko din alam kung bakit malapit ako sa babae, basta pag babae yan sigurado makakasundo ko yan. ewan ko ba, para ngang na-unleashed ang feminine side ko nung high school(lolz!), pano ba naman laging yung mga kabarkada kong babae ang kasama ko papasok, recess, lunch, at uwian. na halos pagkamalan na kong bading. sensya sila at wala kong pakialam sa sasabihin nila.

Si Gilanie, Hioni, Grace, Cha-Cha, Mintot, Len-Len, Karen, Gem, Nica, Louie(gurl to medyo boyish lang), Arlene sino pa nga ba yung iba hehehe! yan ang mga angels ko... galing nga eh isang pangalan lang ang alam tawagin nang mga yan lalo na pag may problema sila, "Lupin" ako yun. palayaw ko sa skul. sarap din kasi lahat ata sila eh sa kin umiiyak pag may problema. ako din ang kanilang personal clown. syempre pagdating sa kulitan eh ako ang bida lalo na pagkatatawanan.

ang drama noh, kasi naman si louie nasa states na although may commincation eh nakakamiss pa din... tapos ngayon si grace ikakasal na, sa june. kala ko nga hindi niya ko iinvite...(tampo)

parang minsan tuloy sarap mabuhay sa nakaraan.....

Someone...

2006-01-08T07:27:00.000+08:00

Colossal Youth

Moonpools & Caterpillars

Pacing slowly back and forth

I just got scolded for the worst

Thinking to myself am I to blame?

Father tells me what to do

Mother tells me how to feel

These days I wonder if I'm alive

Chorus

Stop, stop what you're doing to me

Can't you see how it makes me feel?

I need to grow

So stop, stop what your doing to me

Can't you see what I seeI need to grow

Can't have freedom, can't have taste?

Can't I grow my hair this way?

Why do you try to tell me this is wrong?

The less you see the more you care

When I'm home you're not there

I am youth but I see it just the same

Stop, stop what you're doing to me

Can't you see how it makes me feel?I need to grow

So stop, stop what your doing to me

Can't you see what I see

So I will stop!Stop!Stop, stop what you're doing to me

Can't you see it at all

So stop, stop what you're doing to me

I don't feel anythingI don't even see it all

So here I sit all alone

I'm not even fully grown

But there is so much I would like to say

I tend to talk endlesslyAbout all that comes easy to me

Youth speaks now but

I may end up being

something huge someday

This song is included on our set too bad I can't find any tabs on this song... and it reminds me of someone.... :)

Buzzer Beater

2006-01-07T18:43:00.000+08:00

Watched this the whole Afternoon...

Galing nang Anime na to... wala lang... share ko lang... salamat kay Sarah Jane G. Baylon (Peace Man!lolz) for letting me download this anime...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! lil sister...

2005-12-26T11:09:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday....
Happy Birthday to you!!!

Gibson Les Paul Standard Black... well almost lolz

2005-12-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

I bought a new guitar, a generic Les Paul Standard Black.

Damn It looks like the real thing, and it even sounded like the real thing...

I named her "amanda".

Look at my baby....

December 17 Gig

2005-12-19T14:12:00.000+08:00

First Gig nang banda namin, kaso wala pa kaming name pero temporary name namin eh... KAMINA...

We had so much fun and so far I haven't heard any violent reaction about us playing...

Thank you nga pala sa lahat....

From left to right: Weng, Wenchong, Kamina, Ron, Me!!!

Us playing, buti na lang hindi ako ninerbiyos....lol

Anyway wish us luck na lang sa aming banda... okay???

Salamat sa mga moral support nang aming mga KAIBIGAN!!! para sa inyo tong ginagawa namin!!! hehehe.. feeling celebrity na agad...

Patience is a Virtue

2005-12-18T12:50:00.000+08:00

And then again....

I Think I need to be much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, more patient with this one....

Why falling in love is so god damn hard???

2005-12-18T12:17:00.000+08:00

Bakit nga ba ganun? Minsan parang ang sarap nang feeling pero pag nasaktan ka na, parang buong mundo mo nagunaw.

Bakit may mga tao na, pag nalaman nila na in-luv sa kanila ang isang tao eh. iiwas sila??? do they think it's for the best??? Well I think it's torture.
naging close na kayo eh... iiwasan mo pa??? nakasanayan mo nang kasama, kausap mo palagi at sa isang iglap lang eh mababago ang buhay mo...

kaya may mga taong sobrang torpe, dahil sa ganito. may mga nahihiya naman pero ito lang ang madalas nilang naiisip na dahilan... "baka iwasan niya ko." kaya nde na lang sila magsasabi nang nararamdaman nila... may mga nagsasabi sabihin mo na at baka i-regret mo pa pag hindi mo nagawa... walang hiya.... hindi mo nga niregret... INIWASAN KA NAMAN!!!

In my experiences... may na-inlove sa kin syempre na develop, pero pag nalaman ko na ganun hindi ko iniwasan, kasi lam ko magiging mahirap sa kanila yun...

Godfather...
Grandma....
Grandmaster....

sorry guys... tingin ko nde na applicable ang mga payo niyo sa kin, mali sguro yung mga hinala ko at hinala niyo...

Titiisin ko na lang to, wag lang niya ko iwasan... :(

Personality Disorders

2005-12-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

My sister has this new subject and she is amazed in that subject, and she told me about their new topic... PERSONALITY DISORDER!

Her professor is always saying that not all the people that has a personality disorder is at the mental hospital or institution, etc. but we can see them in the malls, office, school, everywhere.

And all people has a personality disorder...

Well I got interested with this topic so I searched this on the net so that I will know on what category I am...

These are the following disorders:

ODD/ECCENTRIC BEHAVIOR

Paranoid Personality Disorder
What is Paranoid Personality Disorder?

Quick Summary:
Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant. They usually shift blame to other people and tend to carry long grudges.

Symptoms of Paranoid Personality Disorder:
· Unwillingness to forgive perceived insults
· Excessive sensitivity to setbacks
· Distrustfulness and excessive self-reliance
· Projection of blame onto others
· Consumed by anticipation of betrayal
· Combative and tenacious adherence to personal rights
· Relentlessly suspicious
Additional Information:
Paranoid personality disorder is difficult to treat, as paranoids are often extremely suspicious of medical professionals. A combination of medication and talk therapy can be effective at combating the more debilitating symptoms of this disorder.

Schizoid Personality Disorder
What is Schizoid Personality Disorder?

Quick Summary:
People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. Unlike avoidants, schizoids genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived by others as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."

Symptoms of Schizoid Personality Disorder:
· Weak interpersonal skills
· Difficulty expressing anger, even when provoked
· "Loner" mentality; avoidance of social situations
· Appear to others as remote, aloof, and unengaged
· Low sexual desire
· Unresponsive to praise or criticism

Additional Information:
It is important to distinguish schizoid from avoidant. Avoidants will feel anxiety in social situations and have the desire to fit in, while schizoids simply prefer to be alone. It is occassionally difficult to distinguish between schizoid and Asperger's, as well.This disorder is diagnosed more frequently and is often more severe among males. Schizoids usually do not seek treatment on their own and are often coaxed into it by a loved one.

Schizotypal Personality Disorder
What is Schizotypal Personality Disorder?

Quick Summary:
Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.

Symptoms of Schizotypal Personality Disorder:
· Odd or eccentric mannerisms or appearance
· Superstitious or preoccupied with paranormal phenomena
· Difficult to follow speech patterns
· Feelings of anxiety in social situations
· Suspiciousness and paranoia
· Odd beliefs or magical thinking
· Appears shy, aloof, or withdrawn to others

Additional Information:
None at this time.

Dramatic/Erratic Behavior

Antisocial Personality Disorder
What is Antisocial Personality Disorder?

Quick Summary:
A common misconception is that antisocial personality disorder refers to people who have poor social skills. The opposite is often the case. Instead, antisocial personality disorder is characterized by a lack of conscience. People with this disorder are prone to criminal behavior, believing that their victims are weak and deserving of being taken advantage of. Antisocials tend to lie and steal. Often, they are careless with money and take action without thinking about consequences. They are often agressive and are much more concerned with their own needs than the needs of others.

Symptoms of Antisocial Personality Disorder:
· Disregard for the feelings of others
· Impulsive and irresponsible decision-making
· Lack of remorse for harm done to others
· Lying, stealing, other criminal behaviors
· Disregard for the safety of self and others

Additional Information:
A majority of criminals in prison have some degree of antisocial personality disorder. Treatment is highly difficult, although the symptoms often diminish with age.

Borderline Personality Disorder
What is Borderline Personality Disorder?

Quick Summary:
Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing injury to their own body. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. Borderlines think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.

Symptoms of Borderline Personality Disorder:
· Self-injury or attempted suicide
· Strong feelings of anger, anxiety, or depression that last for several hours
· Impulsive behavior
· Drug or alcohol abuse
· Feelings of low self-worth
· Unstable relationships with friends, family, and boyfriends/girlfriends

Additional Information:
Borderline personality disorder was so-named because it was originally thought to be at the "borderline" of psychosis. The disorder is relatively common, affecting 2% of adults. Women are much more likely to suffer borderline than men. Nearly 20% of psychiatric hospitalizations are due to borderline. With treatment, patients are often able to see their symptoms improve.Treatment involves therapy in which the patient learns to talk through his or her feelings rather than unleashing them in destructive and self-defeating ways. Medication may be helpful, and treatment of any alcohol or substance abuse issues is required. Brief hospitalization is sometimes required, especially in cases involving psychotic episodes or suicide threats or attempts.

Histrionic Personality Disorder
What is Histrionic Personality Disorder?

Quick Summary:
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. Histrionics also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.

Symptoms of Histrionic Personality Disorder:
· Needs to be the center of attention
· Dresses or acts provocatively
· Rapidly-shifting and shallow emotions
· Exaggerates friendships
· Overly-dramatic, occassionally theatrical speech
· easily influenced; highly suggestible

Additional Information:
None at this time.

Narcissistic Personality Disorder
What is Narcissistic Personality Disorder?

Quick Summary:
Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. Narcissists tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them.

Symptoms of Narcissistic Personality Disorder:
· Requires excessive praise and admiration
· Takes advantage of others
· Grandiose sense of self-importance
· Lack of empathy
· Lying, to self and others
· Obsessed with fantasies of fame, power, or beauty

Additional Information:
Narcissism is most often found in men and is often diagnosed with other mental disorders.

Anxious/Inhibited Behavior

Avoidant Personality Disorder
What is Avoidant Personality Disorder?

Quick Summary:
Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. Avoidants are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidants yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.

Symptoms of Avoidant Personality Disorder:
· Social inhibition; retreating from others in anticipation of rejection
· Preoccupation with being rejected or criticized in social situations
· Fear of embarrassment results in avoidance of new activities
· Poor self-image; feelings of social ineptitude
· Desire for improved social relations
· Appear to others as self-involved and unfriendly
· Creation of elaborate fantasy lives

Additional Information:
None at this time

Dependent Personality Disorder
What is Dependent Personality Disorder?

Quick Summary:
Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. Dependents often remain in abusive relationships. Over-sensitivity to disapproval is common. Dependents often feel helpless and depressed.

Symptoms of Dependent Personality Disorder:
· Difficulty making decisions
· Feelings of helplessness when alone
· Suicidal thoughts upon rejection
· Submissiveness
· Deeply hurt by mild criticism or disapproval
· Unable to meet ordinary demands of life

Additional Information:
None at this time.

Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder (OCDP)
What is Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder?

Quick Summary:
While Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder (OCDP) sounds similar in name to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder, the two are markedly different disorders. People with obsessive-compulsive personality disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion.

Symptoms of Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder:
· Need for perfection and excessive discipline
· Preoccupation with orderliness
· Inflexibility
· Lack of generosity
· Hyper-focus on details and rules
· Excessive devotion to work

Additional Information:
The potential for improvement with treatment is better for obsessive-compulsive personality disorder than for other personality disorders. A combination of medication and therapy tends to yield positive results.

So did you find your disorder??? well I think I have two or three of them... LOL

If you don't know on what category you are in here is a test

I Quote

2005-12-09T08:48:00.000+08:00

"to err is human, to forgive is divine"

Sorry...

2005-12-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

Hope you read this....

I am really sorry I never intended to do that...

I told you but you thought that I was joking, I really remember you asking me if how long we've been together my girlfriend that is... I answered honestly 2 years...

I've could swore that I told you... I really did...

I never meant to make a fool out of you...

really....

Im Sorry

Nonstop na pagamit nang internet!!!

2005-12-06T14:38:00.000+08:00

Ngayon eh nakabit nang ang DSL line dito, kaya ito medyo hapit kasi mapupuntahan ko na yung mga site na pwede kong puntahan... at walang RESTRICTIONS!!!! yun lang...

Nervous

2005-12-05T18:51:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since I've felt this nervous... Grabe nailbiting, pudpod nanaman tuloy yung mga kuko ko! Sobrang natense ako!!!

Okay din yung mga payo ni Godfather, taas ang kamay ko sa iyo pare. Iba ka talaga, O dahil Full moon nun kaya medyo may mga topak tayo???

Pero yung sinabi niya sa kin eh totoo... well I wish yung iba din dun... :(

Inluv nga siguro ako, parang minsan hindi ko na siya ma-contain at gusto kong sabihin nang harapan. kung wala lang akong sabit malamang... hay!!! hirap din nito. I've been in situations like this pero kabaliktaran naman yung gurl ang may sabit. kung may hari nang sablay, ako siguro ang hari nang maling chempo!!! nakakayamot lang talaga...

Pagisisipan ko muna to nang maigi, at baka sumablay ako nito! (drama...)

BECK - I want more!!!

2005-12-05T18:47:00.000+08:00

Waaaa!!!!! Bitin yung manga na nadownload ni Sarah, kala ko matatapos na sa chapter 57 hindi pa pala... may continuation pa(thank goodness!!!) pero bitin pa din!!! gusto ko nga palang pasalamatan ang nag-introduce sa kin nang beck... maraming salamat ha!!!

I want more!!!!

Anyway bukas nang umaga eh ikakabit na daw yung DSL line namin... salamat naman medyo mabilis na internet at walang RESTRICTIONS!!! Ako ang administrator!!! Bwahahaha!!! makakalaro na din ako nang GUNBOUND, at makakadownload nang katakut-takot na movie, mp3s, softwares atbp!!!

Hapit ako nito malamang bukas!!!

Mongolian Chop Squad - Beck

2005-12-03T10:51:00.000+08:00

right now I'm addicted to this anime/manga series, It's been a long time. I've watched many anime's and this one is very.... unique!!! A story about music and a band...

Since we're starting our own, I think this one would be a great... inspiration

I Think....

2005-11-24T23:15:00.000+08:00

I don't know where to start....

It seems that it just got bigger, my problem last time.
it is because now I think that I can't get rid of you.
everywhere I go, everything I see, do, or hear reminds me of you.

I think...

I'm in love, and this time I'm not being a Hypocrite.....
I think I'm being a Fool...

Samu't-sari

2005-11-14T22:16:00.000+08:00

2 Hours of hell at Edsa... Damn!!! Just when I thought that I would be coming home early, hay... sagwa... sakit lang nang katawan ang dulot nang matinding traffic, lagkit pa nang pakiramdam ko... malas lang at tinatamad na kong maligo at nag punas na lang ako nang katawan at naghilamos!!!

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Anyway I went to my neighbor's house coz im going to fix their PC, and they were watching Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban... I'm kinda excited na din sa upcoming na harry potter!!! grabe malas lang at mukhang kukulangin ako nang pera ngayong week... :(
I need to watch the Legend Of Zorro pa... naku dami nang pending ma movies!!!

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I was shokced to hear that Eddie Guerrero is dead, damn... he is a great loss to WWE... I saw him when he first came to WWF, his very first appearance... and he was so cool... watching I love his killer moves, the Frog Splash, and the Three Amigos, and the Lasso from El Paso! I even love his counter attacks, which makes him one unique wrestling individual, along with Rey Mysterio.
I was excited when Rey called out Eddie to be his tag team partner... Damn... they were cool!!!
well I guess, Those days are over. (sniff!)

Untitled

2005-11-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

Isang araw nanaman ang lumipas at ito, sobrang nabato!!! although masaya ako kasi nainstall ko na yung NBA Live 2006 at nalaro ko na siya!!! sobrang cool nung game!!! grabe, yun nga lang may konting problema sa Video Card ko kaya medyo nagloloko yung graphics nung game, but its all good. check ko na lang tomorrow kung ano ang minimum requirements nito para naman malaro ko siya nang maayos!!!

Pinanood din naman nang sis ko yung DVD nang 40 year old virgin, okay naman yung movie kahit parang tinipid siya. nakakatawa kasi yung mga artista eh nagkantahan at nagsayawan sa dulo nang movie(reminds me of pinoy movies!)....gaya gaya din pala mga amerikano, kala ko tayo lang ang gaya gaya.

anyway sa hinaba nang storya nang 40 year old Virgin, may simpleng message siya."okay lang ang maging virgin!". sa panahon kasi natin ngayon eh malamang konti na lang ang mga VIRGINS, at sandamak-mak na ang mga hindi na virgins(AHEM!).

marami sa mga kabataan ngayon eh napepressure makipag-sex dahil sa feeling nila lahat eh ginagawa ito, or magiging sikat ka pag ginawa mo to. hay mga tao talaga... kaya ayun sobrang pressure nila eh madami ang nag-asawa nang maaga, mga dalagang ina, ano pa ba.... basta ganun...

Mai-rerecommend ko ang movie na ito sa mga hindi pa nakakatikim nang sex (hehehe) , at syempre pwede din ito sa mga nakatikim at balak muna maging celebate...

Hay!!!Pasok nanaman bukas tapos parang kakapusin na ko ata nang pera... two weeks pa bago sumahod ulit!!! :(

YEHEY!!!!

2005-11-12T22:48:00.000+08:00

May monitor na ko!!! sa wakas after one week hell, not using my PC coz my monitor was borrowed by our neighbor!!! ito na siya bumalik sa piling ko... (wow!!! daig ko pa nakipagbalikan sa gf)

anyway I bought a VCD of inuman sessions nang parokya ni edgar!!! astig sobra!!! iba talaga pag live ang kantahan!!! astig din si kiko!!! and I also bought a DVD of Collision Course, kasama syempre the making hanggang sa pag perform!!! sobrang astig talaga!!!

sobrang saya ko talaga!!! hehehe!!!

nawala antok ko nung makuha ko yung monitor ko!!!! (hapit na ko sobra!!!)

Sunscreen

2005-11-09T10:37:00.000+08:00

Baz Luhrmann - Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen)

Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of ’99 If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience…I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked….You’re not as fat as you imagine.

Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday. Do one thing everyday that scares you

Sing
Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours.

Floss
Don’t waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes you’re behind…the race is long, and in the end, it’s only with yourself.
Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you succeed in doing this, tell me how.
Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements.

Stretch
Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your life…the most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don’t.

Get plenty of calcium.
Be kind to your knees, you’ll miss them when they’re gone.
Maybe you’ll marry, maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll have children,maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll divorce at 40, maybe you’ll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary…what ever you do, don’t congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either – your choices are half chance, so are everybody else’s. Enjoy your body, use it every way you can…don’t be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, it’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever own..
Dance…even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.
Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them. Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.
Get to know your parents, you never know when they’ll be gone for good.
Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.
Understand that friends come and go,but for the precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young.
Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.

Travel.
Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old, and when you do you’ll fantasize that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.

Respect your elders.
Don’t expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one might run out.
Don’t mess too much with your hair, or by the time you're 40, it will look 85.
Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it’s worth.
But trust me on the sunscreen…

====> one of my fave songs.... and I heard this song on the radio, just this morning

Death

2005-11-05T09:06:00.000+08:00

"It is foolish and wrong to mourn the men who died. Rather we should thank God that such men lived. " - George S. Patton, Jr.

My grandmother passed away, just yesterday. I was right that she was just waiting for my tito to come here in manila. medyo I'm kinda happy for her kasi tapos na ang paghihirap niya, and of course sad kasi we'll miss her.

Last night medyo nahirapan akong makatulog hindi sa natatakot naman ako, I just thought of my lola, coz the last time I saw her was during the wedding of my cousin I was happy that I saw her that time, I missed her. medyo matagal din kasing tumira ang lola ko sa bahay namin, that time she was the one who took care of us. when I was like 9 or 10, while I was preparing the ingredients for my Nilagang Baka, I cut myself. and my finger was bleeding like there was no tomorrow, and of course my lola was the one who treated me. then there was this time when I took care of her coz she was sick, I cooked Tinolang Manok and because I was busy doing sumthing I forgot to put Luya at my tinola, and when I served the food. she thought it was nilagang manok, kasi nga walang luya. she laughed.

man!!! talk about reminiscing!!!

I miss her...

waaaaaaaa.........la kong monitor!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-11-03T18:51:00.000+08:00

badtrip wala akong monitor sa PC ko ngayon!!! di tuloy ako makalaro nang NBA LIVE 2005, ngayon pa kung kailan nakakopya ako nang NBA Live 2006!!! (grrrrr!!)<---parang aso.

at kung kailan may cd ako nang silent hill!!!!

Badtrip talaga!!!!

Paycheck

2005-11-03T18:50:00.001+08:00

"some of the best things in life are from total mistakes."